Today is...

Such a diarrhoea day wtf.
Must be eaten too much yesterday.
If it isn't the reason, then it must be the ice blended mocha of Kahve
that causes all these shits.
THAT was the most concentrated mocha I've ever had,
concentrated as in the mocha was so KAW I felt like I was drinking the richest cream,
and it tasted like white coffee, not like mocha.
That's the worst mocha in the world.
I am phobic of coffee after taking it.
It is a good thing actually, I mean the whole coffee phobia thingy,
so now I can use the money that I am going to spend on Starbucks coffee
on other stuff like my hair and skincare shits or cosmetics.

Friends intro this new series to me,
and said I will definitely like it since it is 'girlish'.
I thought it would be something like Gossip Girl.
Oh boy how wrong could I be.
It is more of creepy than 'girlish' wtf.
But somehow, I love the girls' hair.
So nice I am gonna dieeeeeeee.
Will watch it still but with a more prepared heart.
I kind of got shocked by the sound effects just now.
LOL.

Just in case if you are about to forget my face.
:D

Enjoy the weekends, amigos!
Aye!

It's so fluffy I'm gonna die!

Back from the movie.

I am in love with Agnes!!!

She is the cutest thing in the world oh goodness.
Every time she appeared on the screen I wanted to scream.
Cute kids are addictions.
Yum yum.

I am ditching Anna Sui's Rock Me for DKNY pinky apple.
Muahahaha.

Finally bought myself a body scrub from Skinfood today.
Haven't been doing the scrubing for more than 2 weeks oh my god.
Dead skin cells are accumulating.
I am such a loyal fan of Skinfood the lady boss now recognizes me.
She saw me holding the body scrub, and said
'Eh, finally you are back for it eh?'
LOL.
She was the one who did all the explanations on the body scrub
when I last visited the shop.
Skinfood now has so many new shits!!
I am dying to try all of them out!
The lady boss introduced me the new body lotion, lip gloss, and the blush,
and I really love the lotion because it is really moisturizing.
And the new lip gloss series is super cute,
all of them are in duo-colour.
So in!
The name of the lip gloss is lolligloss if I am not mistaken.

Muvee!

Didn't get to workout in the gym and swim today
but am going to watch Despicable Me in the afternoon!
Finally I get to watch this cute movie.
I have been waiting to watch the movie for so long
but due to a lot of unforeseen circumstances,
I actually gave up hoping and waiting.
Thought of just downloading it with some illegal China software,
but now I am going to watch it on the big screen, YAY!
Thanks to my pwettayy roommate
who has just changed her relationship status on the FB.
Muahahaha.

By the way, didn't go to the gym because of some selfish jerks.
Told ya a lot of Chinese are THAT awesome.
Fed up.
Asked for a car, and the parents said yes. :)
I know it's kind of a big and expensive request,
since sis will be enrolling into the university next year,
and parents are getting older they may need some money for medications.
Even if I get the ugliest Kancil in the world,
I will still be contented.
Love you, mom and dad.

From now on, I am not gonna step into the jerks' cars
unless they volunteer to fetch me.
I have had enough of myself begging
like the ugliest and dirtiest beggar on the street.
Sorry mom, I'd rather take the bus
even if it is getting dark and dangerous after class
than sit in their cars pretending all cheerful despite their awful insults.

Today's rant.

I know a good student should attend classes,
finish all her homework, and strive hard for examinations.
But I am not a good student,
so I have the right to skip classes,
do my homework and assignments at the last minute,
and strive SOFT for examinations.
LOL.
Am skipping the 2pm Marketing lecture.
Thank god I have helpful course mates.
They are good in faking my signature on the attendance list. :D

Anyhow I went to the uni for chemistry lab work just now.
Dealt with some extremely smelly palm oil shit
that contained palm oil, and waste,
which probably had REAL SHITS in it. Fertilizers.
We shook the flask as we were told,
but for some reasons the cap of the flask kept flying off
and almost all of us kena some palm oil shit.
I got like 6 huge drops on the jeans
and I stank all the way back home.
Sorry to all bus passengers and the bus driver.
Sorry I made your bus smell.

I prefer working with my current group mates
which are 2 Indians and 3 Kadazans, than my chinese course mates.
Although I cannot speak English very fluently,
or sometimes I cannot express everything very fast in languages other than Mandarin,
at least things are easier to handle
because Chinese, to be honest, are actually selfish and complicated people
compared to the other races.
Might go shopping and movies with them in the weekend.
Will post photos of them after I get it from my friend.
Snapped some during fisheries lab yesterday.

I had the cleverest thumb in the whole galaxy.
Look, it has got a brain.

p/s  The boyfriend says my Mario has no head. Zzzzz.
p/p/s  I am really good in cooking can food. :D

OME.

I shall refer Sabah as an emoland,
because I get emo VERY easily here.

Songs make me emo;
pictures make me emo;
the weather makes me emo;
fiction books make me emo;
notes that are starting to pile up make me emo;
comments and wall posts on FB make me emo;
conversation with people makes me emo;
even by watching the uni buses, I turn emo.

Can somebody tell me what's wrong with me?
No I am not emo now. Don't get me wrong.
Am just telling story. :)

According to Reader's Digest June Issue,
all that are very likely to be the symptoms of a depression.
I THINK SO.
You see, there's an article in the magazine about
how a girl having depression feels about things around her.
She would just turn all moody on her way home after school,
then she would just find a dark corner,
and start sobbing.
I was like, am I going to be like her WTF.
But no worries, mates.
I still have a loooooooong way to go
before you see me crying in a corner. LOL.

I hate to see myself so sullen.
It even makes my hair look duller.
By the way,
a lot of friends compliment on the curls.
I have already started to think whether to keep them
or iron them straight straight for the next hair perming session.
FYI I visit the saloon only once a year,
to wash cut perm the hair.
Save cost.
Sekaligus gao dim everything mah. Haha.

Curly? Or straight?

Bloody hell I am always talking about HAIR.
Btw those are my REAL eyes in the first pic, and my fake eyes in the second pic.
Hahahaha.

I want long lasting curlsssss.

I had a very very very bad dream.

In my dream my curls were all gone,
and my hair was so straight and flat,
it's like I just had a hair rebonding.
I kept wondering, in the dream
where had all my curls gone.
I washed my hair over and over again,
and kept applying curl cream,
but the result was still the same.

The first thing I did when I jumped up from the bed
was ran to the mirror
and check my curls out.
WTF.

My recent activities.

I am waiting for the rice to be cooked
so I decided to update you guys about my recent life here in Sabah.
Thank god it is not an emo post anymore.
I know my several earlier posts all sounded like I was going to commit suicide.
Sorry if I made you guys worried.
I am still very fine here. :)

So, timetable first.
I have classes from Monday to Thursday.
The other three days left in the week will be my Zzzz days, undoubtedly.
Too much energy used in the four days.
Unlike the previous semester, I seldom go out with coursemates,
even though they are always planning plenty of exciting activities,
mostly diving and snorkeling trips.
That bunch of monkeys totally are in love with the sea.
Even when it comes to naming our group in class,
they insisted to use 'Son of Poseidon'.
I was like 'Oh god it kinda sounds like son of a bitch.'
They then said 'Oh ya, we are son of a BEACH.'
Woolala.

My favourite pastime is cooking, for now,
when I have the ingredients and a whole day of free time.
Am going to get some recipes,
and try to cook some challenging dishes.
Then after I level up my cooking skills,
I shall go back home and challenge my mom.
Hahahaha.

The book I am reading is a Chinese novel,
written by 穹风.
He is my favourite Chinese author,
ahead of 藤井树.
Magazine I currently read is Reader's Digest June Issue.
A great companion when I am waiting for the bus.
There are so many words to digest,
and I love the feeling of letting myself sink into the stories.

Series I am watching is an anime,
called Fairy Tail,
and a Koren variety show, Family Outing.

Okay I should go check my rice out.
Have a nice evening, peeps.

Aye!

Chef-wannabe.

I found myself a new hobby,
and I am good at it.

Mehehehehehehe.

Was supposed to go swimming today with high school mates,
and watch movie with the course mates,
but the lazy bug in me asked me not to,
so I stayed home and cooked.
The hissing when I put all the onion slices onto the pan thrills me.

Got my salary. At last.
Anna Sui's Rock Me, here I come.

I have a lot to tell,
but not in here.
Am having a very complicated feeling
that words alone cannot describe them all.
Will be having an emo night soon, I supposed.
A lot of thinking to do.

The rain diary.

It was the heaviest downpour yesterday.
I like bathing in rainy days
simply because it feels like bathing in the rain. :)

Dead emo last night.
Sorry to those who kena my sarcasm.
Need some time to adapt myself to the environment
after being pampered a tad too much
by the parents and the pitiful boyfriend.

I fell in love with Anna Sui's Rock Me Fragrance.
That is the only fragrance that makes me go MMMMMM~ for the rest of the night.
I got the sample last night
and it is still smelling damn good now.
First item to get after I get my Digi salary, which I am STILL waiting for.
Am so gonna persuade my dad to go scare the manager.

Meet my new roommate aka my bedmate.

Handsome, doesn't he?

Babbling.

First day of class, like finally.
One week of doing absolutely nothing,
except shopping and watching nutrient-less drama in the room.

Was amazed by my lecturer's fluent English today.
Thank god there's finally one Malay lecturer in my faculty
who can speak proper English without too many grammar mistakes.
Paid full attention in my class
before the sleepiness came looking for me,
and by the end of the class I was being knocked out wtf.

Anyway, the first class today was Marine Ecosystem.
Like it as there're only a few boring lab sessions,
and we get to go to several places OUT OF THE CLASS throughout the whole semester
because the course is all about habitats of living marine organisms.
Probably going to mangrove and beach areas.
I was so happy just by hearing it from the lecturer.
Hola to the fresh air, and all my cute tiny organisms!

It started to rain AGAIN when I was waiting for the bus after class.
I think I am gonna have the word 'rain'
in 10 to 20 of my coming posts,
because it just wouldn't stop raining here since the day I reached.
See, there's another 'rain' word in the sentence.
But still, I prefer wetness than hotness and humidity.
Today I got to use my handy, coolest ever Esprit umbrella.
Muahahaha.




p/s  There's a girl in my Spanish class who looks 85% like Xiaxue.
Especially her teeth. Oh gosh I couldn't stop staring at her.


p/s/s The word NANO in Nanowhite is not named after its absorption within nanoseconds,
but one of the ingredients in the product, Nanopeptide,
which it is said to be able to replenish depleted moisture
and minimize signs of ageing and pigmentation.

Picture post.

Before my blog turns completely picture-free.
Here I am, pretending all artsy,
and showing off my photo-editing skills. :P

Snack with an interesting name and my fave strawberry flavour 

to accompany me on the road! 

But tasted yucky.

Chinese novel this time.

Presenting to you the fluffy cottons.

Watched the sunset on the plane.

Some new stuff I've bought over the past two weeks.

Spot the polka-dots box??

Am still not over my polka-dots fetish.

From Daiso.

To keep the nail polish and hair rubber bands.

Nanowhite's skincare line.

It is not as moisturizing as Juju, definitely,

but it is absorbed into the skin within almost nanosecond,

that's why it is called NANOwhite. Maybe?

A little dry for me,

but okay to be used in Sabah

because the weather here is wet and humid like hell.

Love the scent.

Skin shits.

Biore's daily use sunblock.

This shit is SUPER AMAZING.

The gel form is super watery,

it disappears after apply onto the skin,

leaving the skin fresh and an icy feeling like you just step out from the bathroom.

No sticky feeling at all.

Better than Sunplay.

Sunplay SPF130 orange bottle bitch made my skin so dry and flaky.

Hates.

Am going to introduce you guys this crazy body cream.

It gives me back my pretty skin 

after my skin went GG from the damage of Sunplay bitch.

Although it is not whitening stuff, I love it to the core,

my tanned skin is now glowing.

Hitam manis. LOL.

A little sticky after applying, because it is too moisturizing.

Same condition as Juju and Neutrogena hand cream.

So I only apply it before bedtime.

Super cheap so I bought heaps.

The blue tube is to be used on the plane.

Orange tube is given free for buying that 2 bottles.

 Will give it to the sis

since she has sensitive skin.

Got this shit long ago from Etude House

but dared not use it until about a month ago.

Niceeeeeeeeeeeee.

Liying, can go get this.

It controls the oil on the face and covers all the ugly pores.

The only thing is it cannot be applied onto the whole face.

If you do so, your face will turn as fair as a pontianak,

and it is hideous because the colour of the face will be different with the neck.

I normally apply it only onto the T-zone

and areas under the eyes where all the big pores are.

Hair stuff.

The green tube is a curl cream, which I hate,

because it cannot hold my curls for long.

Everyone praises me for my curls because they look natural

but they shouldn't be because I just got it curled like 2 months ago.

Screw the stupid curl cream.

Purple bottle is some kind of moisturizing cream.

Pink Loreal bottle is hair mask.

Haven't try it so I'll do its review later.

FIRST PURCHASE FROM ESPRIT.

Guess what's in the plastic bag?

Not clothes,

not caps or hats,

not shoes,

not shades,

but...........

UNBRELLA wtf.

Some friends used it and it said to be super strong 

and they have been using it for 3 semesters.

I have had 3 to 4 umbrellas spoilt during the last 2 semesters

because the wind and rain here is crazily strong I tell you.

So why not get an expensive but strong one

than a lot of cheap but weak ones.

The price of the legendary Esprit umbrella?

WTF I heartache.

There's no one like you.

There's no one like you,
even if I look around it's just like that,
where else to look for?
A good person like you, a good person like you,
with a good heart like you, a gift as great as you
How lucky that I'm the person who will try his hard to protect you,
where else to look for?
A happy guy like me, a happy guy like me, 
the guy with the happiest smile like me


Your two warm hands get cold when I'm cold
Your heart that used to be strong becomes sensitive when I'm hurt
Take my hands silently, hold me silently,
I'm only wishing for such little comforts
You don't know my heart that wanted to do more just for you


Call out my heart, free my soul
It always felt like the first time,
these remaining days are more than the time that I came to love you


There's no one like you,
even if I look around it's just like that,
where else to look for?
A good person like you, a good person like you,
with a good heart like you, a gift as great as you
How lucky that I'm the only person who will try his hard to protect you,
where else to look for?
A happy guy like me, a happy guy like me
the guy with the happiest smile like me


When my greedy heart gradually search to other directions
When my mind can't handle whenever my greed grow even more
I know all those reasons that clearly says that you're here,
it's the only one
I'm always thankful
I could do better as you do


Call out my heart, free my soul
It always felt like the first time,
these remaining days are more than the time that I came to love you


There's no one like you,
even if I look around it's just like that,
where else to look for?
A good person like you, a good person like you,
with a good heart like you, a gift as great as you
How lucky that I'm the person who will try his hard to protect you,
where else to look for?
A happy guy like me, a happy guy like me,
the guy with the happiest smile like me


You know, I'm a little bit shy sometimes,
you don't know but you're burning like the sun,
please understand my feelings
Even those girls that appear on TV shows are sparkling, 
you'll always be the one in my eyes (I'm going crazy crazy baby)
Hearing you tell me that you love me,
I have everything in this world, You & I,
You're so fine, is there someone like you?
I love you, oh,
please know it, to me there's only you,
that I stupidly see you as my everything


We arrived on the same road,
we're just the same,
how surprising, how grateful, it's love


There's no one like you,
even if I look around it's just like that,
where else to look for?
A good person like you, a good person like you,
with a good heart like you, a gift as great as you
how lucky that I'm the person who will try his hard to protect you,
where else to look for?
A happy guy like me, a happy guy like me,
the guy with the happiest smile like me

:D


Missing you guys badly. <3

A late, tiny update.

Went shopping and swimming today.
Will update you guys tomorrow alright.
Am a little hyper tonight,
so I'll just leave all the thinking and typing tomorrow. :)

Have a nice night everyone!
Back to my Oh! music video.

Kpop rocks!
Aye!

Another wordy post.

Stomach ache from the bubble milk tea I took just now.
I think I am allergy to Sabah's bubble milk tea
because the same thing happens every single time.
I miss FHD's Honey Peach Tea.
And Kopitiam Junction's Chicken Herbal Mee Sua.

Did I mention about me being the only girl with curly hair in the house now?
Last semester there were 3 girls in my house who got their hair curled,
including my roommate, and my bao jou po.
Now the roommate did rebonding
probably because her bf likes girls with straight hair;
the girl staying downstairs did rebonding
because she doesn't quite know how to handle curly hair;
and bao jou po cut all her curly locks
because the weather was hot that day she said.

When I was having straight hair,
everyone wants to have curly hair.
Then after I permed my hair,
everyone goes after straight hair.
I am so lonely being the only curly hair girl.  :S

Love does bring drastic changes to a person.
My roommate, who was completely beauty conscious,
who affected me and taught me the best time and way to apply a facial mask,
who brought umbrella 24/7 with her to avoid the UV,
who put 6389982636 beauty stuff on her body before she sleeps,
who talked about whitening and moisturizing her skin all the time,
is now a boyfriend's girl who doesn't talk about beauty tips and products.
She doesn't even apply mask and sunblock now.
I became the beauty and skincare freako in the house.

A new semester starts = my blog will be picture-free.
Timetable is more packed than the sardines in the can.
Don't feel like carrying the camera everywhere with me.
Depends on the mood.

It is raining again.
Me like it.

Shark!

What would you do if you were one of the divers in the picture?

It is from an email in my inbox.
And this is the story.


Family on holiday in Australia for a week and a half when husband, wife and their 15 year old son decided to go scuba diving. The husband is in the navy and has had some scuba experience. His son wanted a picture of his mum and dad in all their gear so he got the underwater camera ready to go. When it came to taking the picture the dad realized that the son looked like he was panicking as he took it and gave the 'OK' hand sign to see if he was all right.

The son took the picture and swam to the surface and back to the boat as quick as he could so the mum and dad followed to see if he was OK. When they got back to him he was scrambling onto the boat and absolutely panicking. When the parents asked why he said 'there was a shark behind you.' The dad thought he was joking but the skipper of the boat said it was true but they wouldn't believe him. As soon as they got back to the hotel they loaded the picture onto the laptop and this is what they saw.



This picture totally freaked me out.
No matter whether is it photoshop-ed or not,
it gives me goosebump every time I look at it.
I bet my mom wouldn't let me dive anymore if I show her this pic.

Wordssssssss.

Yo amigos.
Yours Truly is now typing this shit
in her little double bedroom in Sabah.

Thank God it is now rainy season,
so the weather is still fine,
but doing the laundry is a pain in the ass for the moment.
One minute it is all sunny,
the next minute the wind starts to blow then it rains.
Anyhow I still prefer rainy days than sunny days.

Reached the room on Sunday night.
Went out with some coursemates yesterday,
had sushi and Starbucks' coffee, and bought heaps of stuff.
Nearly RM150 flew away from my purse JUST LIKE THAT.
I still have to pay for tuition fees, electric and water bills,
and Streamyx bill in the following weeks.
Pity my dad's wallet.
It is going to bleed to death like seriously.

The room is so packed now.
3 friends came to stay overnight.
The electricity of their house got cut off
because the senior before didn't pay for electric bill for two months LOL.
Now there are 4 homeless/roomless people in my room now,
including the hyper one staying since the day she reached Sabah.
My little room left like 1/10 of the total space.

Bought Nano White's skincare line as day cream.
My lovely JUJU magical water can only be used in the nightime
because the Vitamin C in it absorbs light.
Am loving Nano White's nice scent.
Will do the review soon alright.

No class for a week.
Will be sleeping all day until Friday I guess.
Timetable for this semester is such a bitch.
I have classes from 8am until 6pm from Monday to Thursday.
There are only like 2 or 3 one-hour breaks between the classes.
I cannot have a proper lunch on Wednesday
because there's no time for it.
Will get skinnier and skinnier.
Be ready to see a true skeleton during my raya break.

Leaving.

Am done with the packing.
My luggage is obviously overweight.
Waiting to be fined by freaking AirAsia tomorrow.
I hate AirAsia.
Their weighing scale is sometimes inaccurate.
Been fined once.
RM60 for the extra 4kg.
I am so gonna take MAS next time.
Free meal on the plane, a bigger airport,
more comfortable seat, and hotter flight stewards and stewardess.

Goodbye, Ipoh,
and my lovely room which finally has my own scent now. :'(
Leaving means losing the scent once again.
Oh damn.

Au revoir,
my parents, my sister,
my boyfie, my friends,
and my grandma.
She called today, told me she'll miss me.
Maybe you think it is just a normal convo,
but hearing it from a stubborn and old-fashioned person,
it is like eclipse, a once-in-a-blue-moon stuff, really.
I love her as much as I love my momma
because she's my second mom.  :)

Take care, everyone.
Until we meet again.

And to the new semester awaiting,
you'd better be good to me,
and please let me fulfill my dream of seeing my name on the dean list.
God bless me Hallelujah.

The end.

I mean the semester break.
It is finally coming to an end after 2 months of slacking
and lazing around the house.

I was as busy as a bee for the whole week.
Went out early in the morning,
and never got home until the sun completely went down.
All I did was hanging out with the same old gang,
and some new people, unexpectedly. :)
Karaoke, yumcha, shopping, blow-water sessions.
I enjoyed every single day to the maximum.

Some pictures of outings are with LiYing and Sasa.

Planned another birthday celebration.

The birthday girl got a handmade pillow as her birthday present. :)
We watched Twilight Eclipse in TGV.
The third Twilight movie we watched together. :)
Am so sad that there's only one episode left.
One more event to get all of us together will be gone soon.

I cherish every moment with them,
and the memories we had together,
I will keep them well in the left side chest. :)

A belated Happy SS Day, to my 6 lao po. xoxo.
And welcome Sem to join us

even though you are not crazy enough to be called a SS member. LOL.

To hippo boy,

sorry that I ruined the day.
The thought of meeting you for the last time before I leave
crushed my sanity and the calmness that you usually found in me.
Thank you for putting up with me
despite my unreasonable demands and complaints.
And thanks for the effort of sending me home after every event.
You are still my favourite boy. xoxo.

I had been neglecting the family
as most of my time was spent with the friends.
Will be spending time with them tomorrow,
and I vow to myself,
my family will have most of my time in the next break.

I shall start packing tomorrow.
Will be writing the last post of the sembreak as well.

I feel like crap.

The weather is getting hotter and hotter these days.
Screw global warming!
I think I'd better get use to the weather before going back to Sabah
'cause Sabah's weather is even worse than Ipoh's.
Always a few degree Celsius higher. And wetter.
That's why I seldom put on makeup in Sabah.
At the end of the day,
there's nothing left on my face except the sticky feeling after the perspiration,
because the makeup will all melt.
So might as well save the cosmetics.

Anyway, had a great day
although a gathering was cancelled
due to some spoilt child who threw a tantrum.

Went shopping in Ipoh Parade
only to realise that the place causes disappointment.
PDI too.
I guess nice clothes can only be found in boutiques now.

Will be meeting the SS tonight in Station 1.
Whoever wanna stalk me or is my fansi,
you can go there, approach me and shake my hand.
LOL I started to talk craps.
The weather is driving me nuts.

More outings.

A day out with the lamers.

It was supposed to be a date with the hippo boy,

but Jimmy came kacau halfway,

hence I went dating with a total of 3 guys today. 

LOL.

As usual, 

the definition of outing with the lamers is

EATING NONSTOP UNTIL YOU DROP.

Our eating date today went like this:

Foon Hei Dei → Sushi King → McDonald's,

in ONE AFTERNOON.

After FHD, the 4 of us struggled so much in choosing the next destination,

Secret Recipe, Big Apple, Johnny's, or hit the cinema.

Was craving for donuts myself,

so we went to Big Apple,

then I wanted to have Green Tea Latte

but the guys all said not worth it because it costs RM7 a cup,

so they dragged me to Sushi King 

because there's free flow of green tea wtf.

So we spent nearly RM40 over there,

mainly on soft shell crabs and Kappa Maki wtf.

The guys played with the wasabi,

and we had a great laugh seeing each other's ugly expression.

Decided to move over to Coffee Bean for hot chocolate,

but they fong fei gei me,

so I got myself a McD's vanilla ice cream instead,

and nomm all the way home.

The conclusion of this post is,

guys can be more indecisive than girls.

AND never go out with the lamers when you are on a diet plan.

They will totally make you gain a kg or two in just one day.

They are fattening genies. 
They give you calories and fats.

No pictures because I was lazy to charge the camera.

If you don't know who the lamers are,

this is the pic of their yeong-sui faces. :)

An all-day outing tomorrow with some amigos.

Will be meeting:

the Lollipop girl in the morning;

the sexy biatches in the afternoon;

and my dearest crazees in the evening.

Damn packed,

but I like it. :)

See you guys tomorrow yo!