Read.

" It took so long for me to get back on my own two feet and finally feel anything again. 

And as everyone would tell me, time did heal. 

But no one ever really listens to that phrase...time heals. 

But healing doesn't make it go away, it just makes it bearable. 

It's like a scar. 

There's the initial wound and it hurts like hell, 

almost to the point where you think you'd rather just be dead at this point, 

and then slowly but surely your cut closes up and then there is the scab. 

You pick at it a few times and it hurts all over again.

 And eventually you have a scar, 

and it fades and fades, 

but it's never gone. 

There's always something to remind you. "

Beautiful. 

:)

Taken from LeLove.

The worst week ever.

如果不曾忙碌，怎么知道家里的床原来那么舒服。

如果不曾被批评，怎么知道被称赞时的那份喜悦。

如果不曾被爽约，怎么知道等待的滋味。

如果不曾失败过，怎么知道机会的重要。

如果不曾争吵，怎么知道自己在别人眼中的价值。

如果不曾分离，怎么知道相逢时的兴奋。

如果不曾寂寞，怎么知道谁在自己心目中占最大位置。

如果不曾缺钱，怎么知道父母在外打拼的辛苦。

如果脸上不曾生痘痘，怎么知道珍惜平时虽然毛孔超大但无痘的脸。

Pre-Nexus.

Things I bought today.

This pile of shits costs me around RM200.

Believe it or not?

But I believe people who usually make-up would know,

it is actually quite reasonable.
I bought eye shadow eyeliner blush mascara
lipstick concealer eyelid sticker eyelash curler bobby pins
in one shot, for RM200 only ok!

My course mate was like

'I think you spent around rm80 today right?'

Pfffftttttt. Guys.

Got them from Watson and some from Sasa.

I left all my babies in Ipoh

because I wasn't going to attend the course night

but I somehow changed my mind for whatever reason. LOL.

I tried to get cheap ones

except for mascara and eyeliner.

MJ mascara is always the best

and I do not use any other brands' eyeliner other than Maybelline.

Course night is tomorrow.

Haven't seen any nice shoes yet.

Will continue the hunting tomorrow.

And I need a black clutch.

I think I've overspent for the event.

Haih don't care liao.

Tsunami alert.

Okay. I am nothing to you now.
You might lose me just like that
but you show no feelings.
Fine.

By the way, thanks for the concern
after you people saw the tsunami alert. :)
Am feeling really warm and touched now.
My world is incomplete without you guys.
Seriously.
I do not mean to be all mushy,
but ya, you guys bring me happiness.
Truly appreciate that.
Especially Jiji who nervously texted me
even before I knew about the alert.
I love you. *smooch 

Now, that's the advantage a disaster brings,
it tells you who are your real friends and who are not.

Dear lecturers, I am begging you for mercy.

Hi guys.
Sorry for not updating the blog as often as I used to.
This is the busiest and craziest semester ever.
Have been working like a donkey for the past 3 weeks
and the work still keeps coming.
I reckon I will have to continue working like this
until the 13th week, which is the study week. T.T

This semester is all about presentations and mini projects.
When there are presentations, there are arguments
because we are usually divided into groups for presentations.
Because of this, I had some conflicts with my Chinese gang of course mates.
I wasn't used to working with them.
The last few semesters I worked with the Indians and the Kadazans.
But everything is solved now,
and we are as united as before. :)
Went out with the gang for a couple of nights
and we had so much fun
we keep asking for more night outings.

I have some pictures to share
but you guys will have to wait.
I don't have a lot of time on blogging.
Would rather use the time on completing my tasks.
Sorry yo.
I promise I will write a picture post soon.

Gotta change for meeting later.
I hope I am allowed to go home and get some sleep tonight.
I don't want an all nighter because it freaking triggers breakouts.

Adios! Take care people. :)

Oh yeah I got 9.5 over 10 for my Spanish test!!! :DDD 

Dramatic.

Am so lazy tonight.
Didn't do anything
but I watched 2 episodes of Code Blue
because they were already the final episodes.
Couldn't force myself to stop watching.
Guilty is how I am feeling now.

Life is hard and hectic these days.
Works are as usual in a tall pile.
Assignments, reports, and tutorials are bugging me non-stop.
Everyday I have to stay in the uni for different meetings,
preparing for different presentations.
I have the urge of giving up my time spending on entertainments,
and go all-in for my studies.
It means no K-pop news updates, no blogging, no logging into Facebook,
no downloading the latest hitz, no nudging people on MSN.

In my 21 years living in the universe,
I am actually having the thought of growing up
and be mature for the first time.
My mom was so surprised
and she thinks it is because
God finally heard one of her requests.
Hahahaha.

Things always have two sides -
the positive and the negative.
It depends on how you view the picture
and what you choose to believe.