Calm.

Emo shit.
Maybe it is because it rained,
and the rain reminded me of
so many bad things that happened on me lately.

I tend to hurt myself when I am emo.
Today I decided to destroy some body cells
by having 2 packets of instant mee for dinner.
Somehow I hoped I would just choke and die,
or that stupid gastric comes back to me if I had too much food.
Guess I was just thinking too much.
Mum and dad were worried sick.
Now I am guilty plus emo shit.