Wednesday, February 4, 2009

I wanna shout out loud!

Just discussed with parents about the PTPTN thingy. Always hate this part because it never fails to get me down even though I was on cloud nine a minute before. I hate all this that force me to think about a lot of what-ifs. What if I get a course that I distaste? What if my results are so bad that I can't even get any course on the list or not a single uni accept me?

God, please. My results do not have to be good, it would just fine if You can kindly make them all pass. I just want to pass all my four subjects. I admit that I am a wimp when it comes to facing failure. I know many people have high hopes for me, especially my family and part of my relatives who shower me with love since the day I was born, and I bet there are a lot waiting to see me fall. Really have to pray hard since I do not have a time machine to go back to the past. There is no way to turn back the time.

It is time to decide for my future again. It is time to worry about getting results again. Just like what my dad says, 'This is just the beginning.'





Sighhhhhhh.

2 comments:

Eugene said...

you can get straight A's! =)

Xinjue´ said...

hahaha
hope so
fingers cross hard hard!
lolx

gud luck to u too yea
:)