错

被爱的人觉得你是唯一 你是100分
是最幸福的事
我 离幸福 很远

很讽刺
刚好我也是让人觉得不幸福的混蛋
对不起 让你觉得你在我心中不占位置
从现在起 我会把日历印得大大的
然后贴在TOP的海报上
好吗？ <3

Woke up.

Finally the horrible September passed.
I hope everything will go on track from now.
October, be good to me, please?

So September is now over
and my summer post is still not up.
I bet I am not gonna have many readers
so we'll see when am I gonna have the typing mood and time alright?
Haha.

Have a smooth and happy October, guys.
*smooch smooch

Lazy bones.

Hi lovelies.
I wonder if anyone misses me.
The blog is so dead and quiet these days.
Never mind, I will continue writing for myself.
I love to read my old blog posts. :)

So, I've returned to the uni for a week now.
It isn't even a week, it's like 3 days,
but I feel like I have been attending classes for 3 weeks.
Days crawl like a clumsy tortoise.
I wish time has a forward button
but at the same time I wish it stays that way
so I can procrastinate for some time.
Like 2 weeks of extra holiday are not enough.
I can't be saved. Seriously.
I am quite sure the coming months will be really hectic.
Deadlines are queuing from October until December.

Whatever.
Let me enjoy the weekend before I start frowning.

I've started to care less about the diet
and have returned to my skincare routine.
The skin was dehydrated during the 2 weeks of chicken pox
so I got some hydrating masks from Skinfood
and they are sooooooooo good.

The Herb Salad sheet mask is my favourite.
It is for sensitive skin and it helps hydrating the skin.
The outcome was so satisfying, I was really amazed.
The essence was absorbed very quickly into the skin,
when I took it off the face after 20 minutes,
basically it was all dry unlike some cheap masks which still drip essence.
At first my face was a little red,
I thought maybe my skin was irritated by the mask,
but the next day when I woke up, whoa,
the redness was gone and all the fine lines were lost in sight too.
It is like I have never skipped my skincare routine.
I am not exaggerating, guys.
This mask is awesome shit.
Really a beauty emergency mask.
Totally love it.

Before the dawn.

Life has been really happening lately, in a bad way,
despite I had to stay home for two weeks.

I know I know,
problems are parts of our lives.
Everything we do, there are problems laying ahead
awaiting us to solve them.  Inevitably.
I'll learn to improve on my EQ,
and to calm myself down when I am in hot water.

This is just a process of growing up.

Hatred.

I really hate the start of EVERY semester.

Chicken pox. Paid RM210 to see doctor.
Infected laptop. Have to take it to reformat and pay RM50.
Died car battery. Have to pay around RM200 to change to a new one.

OK WHAT'S NEXT?

COME! Come drain my purse and bank account dry!
I haven't even enjoyed after I came back.
I haven't had any good food
haven't had my eyes laid on any of the new stores opened in the mall
haven't had the chance to visit the bookstore
haven't seen any of my course mates and lecturers.

Since the moment I got down from the plane
bad things just keep happen.

I am damn pissed right now.
OK so YOU wanna let me have life challenges?
I've had enough in the last 2 years thank u!
Do I deserve all THESE?!

Chic chic pox.

Pros and cons of getting chicken pox

Pros:

1. You get a free 2-week extra report-free holiday and no one blames you.
2. You get the attention and care you crave. From family and friends. Especially from grandparents because they know a lot about chicken pox so they keep telling you what to eat and what not to eat.
3. Roommate's service. You can tell them what you wanna get, like Milo and bread, and after half an hour you see them on your table.
4. Chance of discovering nice creams. Like this Elovera cream that prevents scars and helps to heal the wounds.
5. You can skip your skincare routine.  The usual skincare stuff might irritate the skin even more so skincare is highly prohibited during chicken pox.  Now you can brush your teeth and head straight to bed without having to apply anything onto the face.
6. People can never tell that's a pimple or chicken pox on your face.  Meanwhile, your pimples = chicken pox. Awesome sauce.
7. Lose weight.  Want it or not, you will eventually slim down due to the limited food that can be taken, and cheese, meat, and chips are definitely not in the list.  I lost 4 months of accumulated fats in 2 weeks. Fantastic.

Cons:

1. Extremely boring 2 weeks at home. Cannot go out at all because you are now a dot-dot virus carrier.
2. You might feel depressed because nobody dares get near you. Like when you ask them out for some delicious food you have been craving for 2 weeks, then they'll say 'Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I have something else to do'.
3. Difficulty of applying creams on the back.  Especially when you are away from your family which means no one else can apply them for you.  Applying creams is such a pain in the ass.
4. Extreme food cravings.  All you can eat is tasteless and colourless food like porridge, bread and milk.  Nothing else.  For 2 WHOLE WEEKS.
5. You are most possibly getting some new scars. And it isn't cute.
6. Self-control is totally needed.  You must not scratch those itchy dots dots.  It is a bigger pain in the ass than applying creams.

Cherish.

Do not judge a book by its cover.
Such a cliche.

Nevertheless so true.

Every relationship is different.

Different problems exist in different relationships.

A couple may look fine on the surface

but stormy on the inside.

You never know.

Before you go envious of a couple's sweetness,

be thankful of what you have now,

and learn to give more.

Thank you, mate, for trusting me

and for letting me know about your problems.

You taught me an important lesson.