Fly me to the moon.

Back, for long.

2012-02-16T01:50:00.001+08:00

Uh...... hello.
Now that I've not been updating much,
it feels so weird writing in this big white space.
Such a shame.
I was once a hardworking blogger who used to always thought of
I must write this on my blog later
when there were interesting things around.
And now when I decided to update more often,
I then realized it is already my last week in Ipoh.
My 1-month semester break is coming to an end
and this is the last sembreak of my life.
6 months later I am going to experience internship life
and then step into the cruel and cold world, alone.
Time flies huh.
Last two days when I was on the way home in the car with my parents,
we talked about the coming election,
and I said I am going to be 23 this year but I have not registered as a voter,
my mom laughed and she was like You correct or not? You 23 already meh?
She actually thought that I am still 21.
Mummy, I am graduating this year lo.
When are you going to see me as an adult? :)

This is the most happening semester break ever.
Celebrated Chinese New Year, family drama, relationship drama,
traveled to Bali with the besties, and more drama.
Gosh.
I guess the rest of 2012 will not be a good one, as well.
Anyway, I learnt a lot from all these challenges and hardships.
The most important thing in this world, I realize,
is not the 3Cs, but family and health.
Such a cliche, I know, but it is so true.
I wouldn't understand it too if I didn't go though all the drama
that happened to my family and friends in this month.

Wanted to learn more and experience new things
so I escaped out of my comfort zone
and bought this book.

I usually read young adults and chick flicks,
stuff like vampires, magic, etc.
but this book is more to adult fiction.
With a good plot, of course.
I learnt the importance of keeping a journal from this book.
Thus I am updating mine now. LOL.
A good book indeed.
Highly recommended.

And and and,
I'd had my haircut.
It is now only a little longer than shoulder length.

From

Cut more than half of the total length.
Friends said I finally changed
and I got a lot of positive feedback.
Realized many guys prefer girls with shorter hair.
Might get a shorter hairstyle next time.
People are right, short hair IS addictive.
It is hard to go back to long hair once you have cut it short.
TRUE STORY.
But looking at the pictures, I suddenly miss my long hair.
Urghhhhhh.

Will blog about the Bali trip next. ♥

Never.

2012-01-28T22:23:00.001+08:00

A tourist was on a boat and he asked the boat guy:
Do you know Biology, Psychology, Geology, Geography?
The boat guy said NO to all the questions.
The tourist then said:
What the hell do you know on the face of this earth? You will die of illiteracy!
After a while, the boat started sinking,
so the boat man asked the tourist:
Do you know Swimology and Escapology from Crocodilogy?
The tourist said: No!
The boat guy replied:
Well, you will Drownology, and Crocodilogy will eat your Bodilogy
and you will Dielogy because of your Badmouthology.

Value of the story: Never underestimate.

Never look down on anyone

because every person on this Earth has something in him/her

that maybe you cannot even imagine of.

I despise those who judge people based on education level.

It only shows how shallow those people are.

The world is so big with new knowledge popping out everyday

and yet some people choose to judge

by looking at the numbers and words on a thin paper.

Shallow. Pathetically shallow.

Pimply.

2012-01-19T09:36:00.002+08:00

OK I am now officially a pimply nerd.
Even concealer cannot cover all the acne and the scars.
This is the first time I am actually feeling sad about my skin condition.
My confidence has dropped so low that
now I cannot face myself when I look into the mirror
so I avoid mirrors;
I don't take pictures anymore;
and when I talk to people, I can't look them in the eyes
because I am afraid I will see them looking at the imperfections on my face.
This is really exhausting.

I think I have put my trust on the wrong product.
Now I know, not every product under a famous brand is good.
Some are; some maybe are mere craps.
I don't care how deep the product can cleanse;
how effective the product the previous users found;
or how great it is for oily skin,
I am going back to Hada Labo.

I hope I can get my old skin back as soon as possible
because living in low confidence is really devastating,
especially for a camwhore like me.
Seriously every time I take a picture now and I look at it,
I feel sad and it kills me.
I feel even sadder when I look at my old pictures.
How can my skin turn so bad when I once had good skin?
Why do I change my skincare routine?
Why did I pay so much and get such bad skin in return?
If my skin is still shitty after a week,
sorry guys, I will have to hide at home and not attend any gathering.

I am such a self-conscious freak.
I know, but I cannot help it.
Blame the horoscope.

First post in 2012.

2012-01-02T12:13:00.000+08:00

Finals officially start tomorrow.

Going to Starbucks to study again because staying at home makes me sleepy.

I tried to concentrate yesterday but to no avail -

I fell asleep from 12pm till 3pm. Holy shit.

Lunch first with friends at 12.30pm before Starbucks

so I guess I could blog a little since it is only 11.42am.

So it is a brand new year.

The end of the world? Hmph.

At least I had fun in the past 21 years

and I have known so many awesome people. :)

New Year Eve was surprisingly fun.

Thought I was going to spend alone that night,

so when I was going home from Starbucks,

I dropped by 7-11 and bought

Hahahaha.

That was my initial plan - drink and watch movie in the room.

Studied for the whole day thus looking all tired and messy in the picture.

Then I received a call, and transformed into

LOL.

Still looked tired but at least not messy liao.

Friends then gathered at my place

then we headed to Tanjung Aru.

It is a public beach and is usually crowded during weekends.

KK people like to hang out along the beach.

It was so happening that night.

Sorry for the blur picture.

All the pictures are like that because people kept moving.

The beach was packed; restaurants and pubs all full-housed;

people even played in the sea. -________-

I'd never seen Tanjung Aru this packed!

There was a small stage in the middle of the cemented pathway

with DJ mixing lousy club hitz

but only people with white attires were allowed in.

So we found ourselves a table outside of a pub after about half an hour of searching

and ordered beers. <3

SWEET NECTAR. TROLOLOLOL.

I love alcohol.

When the clock hit 12, unexpectedly there were fireworks!

Made me so happy man.

And while we were drinking we saw some more fireworks

played along the seasides near Tanjung Aru.

So pretty!

Oh I shall go change now.

Happy 2012, people!

Forget about the end of the world and zombie apocalypse

and have a great year!

Appreciate and cherish everything around you.

xoxo.

Ho ho ho.

2011-12-25T12:07:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas, lovelies!

First time celebrating Christmas in Kota Kinabalu,
not exactly celebrating, I am not a Christian anyway,
just an excuse to party. :P
But to my HUGE disappointment,
this Land Below The Wind is like a dead town on Christmas eve.
People say KK is the KL for East Msia, but,
the traffic wasn't even jammed last night,
and the places where the locals said would be happening had only a few lonely souls roaming around.
Seriously I was like shouting WHERE ARE THE PARTY PEOPLE in the car.
Haha. I expected more than this okay.
This was my worst Christmas eve ever so far.
I even spent time to make up and all.
Although it was not a dramatic one, but hey, I don't apply makeup in KK.
It was the 2nd time. The 1st time was for the course night.

Look I even did something to my hair.
WTF man.

So eventually we went to a place called Waterfront.
There is a row of bars and pubs and restaurants just beside the sea,
like a zhapalang Clarke Quay with many under-dressed and peh people.
Zzzzzzzz.

There we only ordered a bucket with 4 small Heineken in it.

My friends didn't even drink much, man,

only me and my driver sapu the beers.

Super uncool.

Kenny called last night after I reached home

and told me how happening Ipoh was.

Seriously even a western restaurant in Ipoh was merrier than Waterfront.

Tsk tsk tsk.

This may be the last Christmas I am having but I am wasting it in this boring place.

Now how am I gonna celebrate new year?????

Ohai.

2011-12-15T12:12:00.001+08:00

HIIIIIIIIIIIII BLOG you are so dusty now.
Oh see, cobwebs! LOL.
It has been so looooooooong since the last update.
I know I said this in every recent posts.
Sorry about that.
This semester is so far the craziest semester ever.
I do not have time to even shit. Let alone blog.

Decided to blog today
because 3 important homework were already submitted.
The next due date is tomorrow but who cares,
let's relax for a bit first.
I've been sleeping at 4.30 a.m. for 3 consecutive nights.
As expected, severe panda eyes and breakouts are what I got now.
Hopefully the marks of my homework can be as much as the number of breakouts on my face now.
Then I'd be very thankful liao.
The good news is that the weekend is finally coming
so I finally have time to rest!
Seriously man, 4 to 5 hours of sleep a day is NOT FUN.
I feel drowsy all the time and my head is so heavy.
My eyes also dry out faster than usual.
Skin is getting drier too.

Talking about skin, my main problem now is not oily T-zone anymore.
The stress in this semester gives me pimples, not a few of them,
both of my cheeks, below my lips, and my foreheads now all have breakouts on them.
My moisturizer is finishing,
I thought maybe it is because my face is already immune to the formula hence the pimples,
so I decided to change the brand of moisturizer,
so I went to Skinfood yesterday (ya I am very predictable right? Haha)
and got the tea tree range - toner, essence, and emulsion
and got lots of free shits that made me so happy throughout the day.
The free shits that I got include BB cream, wash-off mask, some essence, cleanser,
and a Skinfood 2012 calender that is so pretty and vintageeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
HOI SUM SEI NGO.

Ok enough of crapping.
Have to get back to work.
Miss you, all my lovelies.
Can't wait to go back for CNY! :*

Fatigue.

2011-11-22T20:20:00.000+08:00

Soooooooooooooooooooo tired.

Such a stressful semester.

Cries*

Oh hi.

2011-11-15T19:17:00.001+08:00

I'm here to crap again.
Yay.

So, the 1-week holiday had ended
and I am back to hectic life.
Well, not really hectic, because I slack like usual.
Hahaha. #likeaboss

Anyway, didn't do much during the mid-sembreak.
All I did were sleeping and eating then sleeping again.
Didn't even go for swimming.
Oh, my perfect abs will have to wait.
Flabby abs love me too much to leave.

Went to Kudat with the course mates as I mentioned.
FYI Kudat is the tip of Borneo.
Sabah's map is like the head of a dog, remember your Standard 3 Geography?
Kudat is right at the tip of the dog's left ear.
That place has to be one of the most beautiful places in the world.
Let the pictures do the talking.
My fingers are lazy.

Look, I am always the one who overdresses.

Why la my course mates all don't like to dress up.

We went there on a cloudy day.

It even drizzled a few times throughout the day.

Lucky us.

Usually people get tanned after they are back from Kudat

but we were as fair as ever on our way back. Haha.

The place is famous with the strong wind.

The wind was CRAZY I tell you.

Look at the grass.

And the waves were awesome.

Look how windy the place was!

My shirt was tugged into my pants

but the wind blew them out -_________-

Then I got so tired tugging it in so I just left them flying.

Friend trying to capture some artsy photo

but obviously failed.

I look so freaking fat and.... bald. WTF.

Group picture.

WHY EVERYONE SO PEH!!

Then we went to a nearby beach

and enjoyed washing by the waves.

After that we went for seafood, bought honey,

then headed back to KK.

It was a small town, Kudat, there's not much places to visit

but it definitely worth the 3-hour bumpy car ride.

I didn't take many photos though,

Cynthia kept snapping so I guessed I would just chill and enjoy the trip.

Those with wording at the bottom are my pics;

others are from Cyn's camera.

Should have taken more pics

because ended up I realized my camera can take better pictures!

Ooooooh before I end this post,

I wanna say,

today is one of my luckiest days FOR SURE.

Went to try out the new flavour since the sis kept telling me how nice it is.

Not bad not bad.

Mocha with a twist of cranberry.

Love the cranberry syrup and sprinkles on the cream.

Yummy yummy.

Kindly ignore the eyebag please.

Been sleeping really late recently.

Realized that I still love me-time

than with company for coffee.

I will forever be a loner OMG.

Then I got myself a Starbucks card!

Not the ugly green one but the Xmas special card.

Luckily I asked for other options.

The original card is really ugly

it is the ugliest membership card I've seen.

No exaggeration here seriously.

AND THEN,

I went shopping for shoes because my pair of flats is spoilt.

Went to Cotton On and I was so surprised to see the chaotic shoes compartment.

THEY WERE HAVING A SALE FOR SHOES

and guess what!

DIRT CHEAP, FASTER GRAB

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

That's the voice in my head.

Hahahaha.

So I got two pairs of flats,

for RM20!!!!

OH MY GOSHHHHHHH

the cheapest flats I've ever bought!

I really like this pair.

The colour is something between gold and silver

and it reminds me of the pretty ballerina flats

so I hentam. Haha.

Some people might not like it and I might be judged

but I don't freaking care.

It is only RM10 babehh! Of course buy first!

And also this one:

which is those that I usually get.

Safe pattern safe colour.

THEN THEN THEN
I was the last one who got the offer!
The boss wanted to close the offer just before I wanted to pay
but maybe I looked innocent and tired
so he let me go and have the offer HAHAHA.
The girl behind me had to buy hers with the original price.
YOU SAY AM I LUCKY OR WHAT.
This kind of thing doesn't always happen you know.
Luckily I paid at the right time
and the boss was in a good mood!

Today totally worth a toast lo.

Review post.

2011-11-04T21:50:00.002+08:00

Hey guys.
Nowadays my update rate is like.. -1?
I feel so odd typing in this little white box now
and that expressing my feelings in words is somehow a little difficult for me
because I haven't been reading for SO LONG.
My vocab is so poor now I can only use simple English.
THIS IS NO GOOD.

So, my 1-week holiday has officially started.
Having so many plans that I think a week isn't quite enough for me.
Planning to brush up my vocab, of course,
I don't allow myself to be poor in English (yes I am a weirdo as that),
road trip to Kudat with my lovely Indians,
yummy food hunts,
and complete all my pending work including my 3 chapters of FYP.

I am supposed to work now
but oh wells, it can wait. ;)
Am gonna write about something I love here tonight.
Reviews, babe!
Things I am currently using.

The Body Shop's Pomegranate & Raspberry Spritz.

It made me so happy for a few days because it was such a great deal.

It is actually a home fragrance,

you can spray this in the room and on linens and stuff,

but it smells SOOOOO heavenly good

I think spraying on linens is a waste

so I spray on myself. Hahahaha.

The scent is very very fruity and very sweet.

LOVE IT TO THE MAXIMA.

The con is it doesn't last long.

After half an hour the scent will be gone

so I have to keep it in my bag and make trips to the washroom and spray.

Very inconvenient.

Maybe I shall go back to the shop and find some pomegranate eau de toilette.

The roommate got one too.

Hers is aloe & soft linens.

Also smells very very good. ♥

Skinfood Kiwi Yogurt Wash-Off Mask.

The main function is to minimize pores and control oil.

I found it working really well on controlling oil

but minimizing pores, nah, long way to go.

This must be used for a while to see the results

because it is for sensitive skin so it is quite mild.

It has green beads in it which do not have any function at all.

Anyway it smells really good and fresh.

After using it I feel very relaxed and clean.

Not bad for a wash-off mask. ♥

St. Ives Apricot Scrub.

Got it because I need a facial scrub but I was on a tight budget,

it was on the promotion rack and it was dirt cheap for such a big portion.

It is said to be able to remove blackheads and prevent blemishes.

HMMMMMMM.

I think it does quite a great job on both.

My face does have less breakouts now

and my nose is rather clean, I can say.

Another great deal!

Lux White Impress Whitening Body Wash.

Been wanting to get this since the beginning of the year

after Nu Ren Wo Zui Da recommended it.

It has micro beads in it to slightly exfoliate the skin in every wash.

It smells fresh and I like it.

The problem is it feels somehow waxy when I rinse it off.

I prefer smooth rinse so I would probably not getting this again

unless it really does work on whitening the skin.

Just started using this a week ago

so I can barely see any result.

Plus I keep getting myself dark from all the field trips.

FML max.

Sunblock is useless at all in this kind of weather

and under this kind of crazy sunlight and UV radiation.

Super hate man.

Follow-up

2011-10-29T16:07:00.001+08:00

The presentation went well
although I talked like a bullet train due to my nervousness.
I was so nervous before the presentation
I kept wanting to use the restroom.
Thank God I didn't get any harsh comments from the lecturers
but a few friendly advises.
Hallelujah. LOL.

Went out really often lately,
and of course the cash flows out from my wallet even more frequently.
Million thanks to the course mates
for always bringing and inviting me for dinners
so I can settle all my cravings especially my bubble tea craving.
Muahaha.
Never stop having bubble tea.
I am so spoilt by them now.
This is NOT good.

Anyway, bought some kind of spray from The Bodyshop today,
100 mL for RM25 only!!
It's The Bodyshop's Member's Day.
What the heck, such a great deal!
And I LOVE THE SCENT TO THE MAX.
Am really really a berry freak.
It actually smells more like passion fruit. :)
Not going to spray on linens and in the room of course.
Must spray on myself so I smell like fruits.
Hahaha.

I like.

2011-10-26T21:53:00.001+08:00

Surprisingly

2011-10-26T15:16:00.000+08:00

I said Yes when a friend asked me to hit the gym with him.
Ended up not touching any gym stuff though,
went swimming at the swimming pool just beside it.
If only I had a pair of sport shoes
I would run on that lovely treadmill
and maybe do at least 100 sit-ups so I can have Yuri's abs.
Anybody wants to sponsor me a pair of cheap sport shoes?
LOL.

Will be having the most important presentation of the semester tomorrow
but I am simply not motivated to work.
My slides are not fixed,
have not written the script,
have not read up anything
have not ironed my formal shirt.
I am just sitting here like a zombie and blogging without a purpose
because I was reading blogs and my fingers are itchy.
What the hell.

OK I must start working after my late lunch!
Roommate is so sweet to have thought of me
when she was buying some famous homemade pizzas near the stadium. :)

I hope I don't get shot for my project title.
Fingers crossed for tomorrow's presentation!

Oh wow. Philosophy.

2011-10-24T09:31:00.002+08:00

Do not ever compare the importance of knowledge and beauty
because they come in a set.
Nice looking but without knowledge makes an empty shell;
however even if you are knowledgeable, without the nice packaging,
people wouldn't notice you and you'd lose a bunch of opportunities.

Never underestimate anyone.
Every single living thing has its own uses and functions in this world.
Look at bacteria.
They are tiny and microscopic, and some even smelly and ugly
but they maintain the balance of the nature.
Even if you think some people look dumb on the outside and dumber on the inside,
they have some qualities that you don't.
So do not judge and always try to see the best in people.

Just some thoughts in the morning. LOL.
Random.

Return to life.

2011-10-13T20:54:00.002+08:00

OH this blog is so dead.

I've been so emotional lately.
Often have several ups and downs everyday.
Auntie Red is gonna visit soon.

Life is hectic.
Reports and assignments never stop coming.
I haven't completed even the Chapter 1 of my FYP,
let alone my proposal slides.
Presentation in 2 weeks time.
So dead. Am so doomed.

Have no time to read.
Sad case.
Need to brush up my English BADLY.
Nowadays I speak like my tongue is tangled.

Lecturer showed some crocodile documentaries in the class.
Learnt a few facts about crocodiles,
and holy cow, they are scary shit.
Uh uh, you'd better not mess with the crocs.

Going to the beach with the course mates this weekend.
Having some issues with some of them
so I am not sure if I'd enjoy myself
but oh well, it is always good to get tanned
and watch some muscles during the hectic days.
Helps in reducing the stress.
Worry the tan lines later.

I know this is random.
Just to tell that I am alive.
Not happy these days, but still alive. :)

错

2011-10-03T23:56:00.001+08:00

被爱的人觉得你是唯一你是100分
是最幸福的事
我离幸福很远

很讽刺
刚好我也是让人觉得不幸福的混蛋
对不起让你觉得你在我心中不占位置
从现在起我会把日历印得大大的
然后贴在TOP的海报上
好吗？ <3

Woke up.

2011-10-01T19:16:00.001+08:00

Finally the horrible September passed.
I hope everything will go on track from now.
October, be good to me, please?

So September is now over
and my summer post is still not up.
I bet I am not gonna have many readers
so we'll see when am I gonna have the typing mood and time alright?
Haha.

Have a smooth and happy October, guys.
*smooch smooch

Lazy bones.

2011-09-28T23:21:00.001+08:00

Hi lovelies.
I wonder if anyone misses me.
The blog is so dead and quiet these days.
Never mind, I will continue writing for myself.
I love to read my old blog posts. :)

So, I've returned to the uni for a week now.
It isn't even a week, it's like 3 days,
but I feel like I have been attending classes for 3 weeks.
Days crawl like a clumsy tortoise.
I wish time has a forward button
but at the same time I wish it stays that way
so I can procrastinate for some time.
Like 2 weeks of extra holiday are not enough.
I can't be saved. Seriously.
I am quite sure the coming months will be really hectic.
Deadlines are queuing from October until December.

Whatever.
Let me enjoy the weekend before I start frowning.

I've started to care less about the diet
and have returned to my skincare routine.
The skin was dehydrated during the 2 weeks of chicken pox
so I got some hydrating masks from Skinfood
and they are sooooooooo good.

The Herb Salad sheet mask is my favourite.
It is for sensitive skin and it helps hydrating the skin.
The outcome was so satisfying, I was really amazed.
The essence was absorbed very quickly into the skin,
when I took it off the face after 20 minutes,
basically it was all dry unlike some cheap masks which still drip essence.
At first my face was a little red,
I thought maybe my skin was irritated by the mask,
but the next day when I woke up, whoa,
the redness was gone and all the fine lines were lost in sight too.
It is like I have never skipped my skincare routine.
I am not exaggerating, guys.
This mask is awesome shit.
Really a beauty emergency mask.
Totally love it.

Before the dawn.

2011-09-24T11:59:00.000+08:00

Life has been really happening lately, in a bad way,
despite I had to stay home for two weeks.

I know I know,
problems are parts of our lives.
Everything we do, there are problems laying ahead
awaiting us to solve them. Inevitably.
I'll learn to improve on my EQ,
and to calm myself down when I am in hot water.

This is just a process of growing up.

Hatred.

2011-09-23T11:26:00.004+08:00

I really hate the start of EVERY semester.

Chicken pox. Paid RM210 to see doctor.
Infected laptop. Have to take it to reformat and pay RM50.
Died car battery. Have to pay around RM200 to change to a new one.

OK WHAT'S NEXT?

COME! Come drain my purse and bank account dry!
I haven't even enjoyed after I came back.
I haven't had any good food
haven't had my eyes laid on any of the new stores opened in the mall
haven't had the chance to visit the bookstore
haven't seen any of my course mates and lecturers.

Since the moment I got down from the plane
bad things just keep happen.

I am damn pissed right now.
OK so YOU wanna let me have life challenges?
I've had enough in the last 2 years thank u!
Do I deserve all THESE?!

Chic chic pox.

2011-09-22T10:32:00.009+08:00

Pros and cons of getting chicken pox

Pros:

You get a free 2-week extra report-free holiday and no one blames you.
You get the attention and care you crave. From family and friends. Especially from grandparents because they know a lot about chicken pox so they keep telling you what to eat and what not to eat.
Roommate's service. You can tell them what you wanna get, like Milo and bread, and after half an hour you see them on your table.
Chance of discovering nice creams. Like this Elovera cream that prevents scars and helps to heal the wounds.
You can skip your skincare routine. The usual skincare stuff might irritate the skin even more so skincare is highly prohibited during chicken pox. Now you can brush your teeth and head straight to bed without having to apply anything onto the face.
People can never tell that's a pimple or chicken pox on your face. Meanwhile, your pimples = chicken pox. Awesome sauce.
Lose weight. Want it or not, you will eventually slim down due to the limited food that can be taken, and cheese, meat, and chips are definitely not in the list. I lost 4 months of accumulated fats in 2 weeks. Fantastic.

Cons:

Extremely boring 2 weeks at home. Cannot go out at all because you are now a dot-dot virus carrier.
You might feel depressed because nobody dares get near you. Like when you ask them out for some delicious food you have been craving for 2 weeks, then they'll say 'Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I have something else to do'.
Difficulty of applying creams on the back. Especially when you are away from your family which means no one else can apply them for you. Applying creams is such a pain in the ass.
Extreme food cravings. All you can eat is tasteless and colourless food like porridge, bread and milk. Nothing else. For 2 WHOLE WEEKS.
You are most possibly getting some new scars. And it isn't cute.
Self-control is totally needed. You must not scratch those itchy dots dots. It is a bigger pain in the ass than applying creams.

Cherish.

2011-09-20T18:28:00.002+08:00

Do not judge a book by its cover.
Such a cliche.

Nevertheless so true.

Every relationship is different.

Different problems exist in different relationships.

A couple may look fine on the surface

but stormy on the inside.

You never know.

Before you go envious of a couple's sweetness,

be thankful of what you have now,

and learn to give more.

Thank you, mate, for trusting me

and for letting me know about your problems.

You taught me an important lesson.

痘痘日记

2011-09-19T22:22:00.002+08:00

在还没写夏日网志之前
想先用中文发泄一下最近的情绪

九月十二号中秋节早上
乘搭铁鸟回到一个没有美食的世界
四个月没人打扫的房间
灰尘足足有4寸厚
自己花了整个下午房间大扫除

晚上一班同学无所事事提议一起吃月饼
结果拉队一行人来到我家
当晚就开起月饼大餐

漫长的路程加上一个下午的劳力
我的抵抗力瞬间减退大概只剩20%吧
只记得当晚超累关节酸痛全身发热
应该是就快病倒的状态
朋友当中有两位刚出完水痘
结果我的身体很不幸地成为水痘细菌的温床

当晚根本睡不着
一整晚头痛到就快裂开全身热到可以煮熟鸡蛋
第二天早餐后发现身上长了一些奇怪的红点
幸好我有脑袋还有善良的室友
当时立刻狂奔到附近的诊所

从第一天起就开始吃医生开的药
所以没有可以让痘痘细菌们猖狂的机会
身上的水痘虽然不是十只手指可以算完
但是比起我那两位同学我的算是小case

进入第二个星期
天天粗茶淡饭了一个星期
粥面包大家就不要约我去吃了
我还有一个星期要捱

平时的一班朋友有福同享
当你有难的时候欸？全跑哪了
真心朋友真是比中马票还难得
在这里真的一个真心的都没有
现在才发现当你没有利用价值时
他们连你的名字都可能会忘记
人真是可怕的东西

Mojojojo!

2011-09-16T16:35:00.002+08:00

OH MY BLOGGING MOJO IS BACK.

Muahahahahahaha!

My previous semester break

was the second longest break I've had after my STPM break,

and would probably stay on the record for the rest of my life

as I am stepping into working life very soon.

It is now my final year.

I have 2 semesters left,

my next semester break is only a month long.

Not going to have any long breaks like the previous one

unless I can't find any job after graduation. *TOUCHWOOD!

I know I haven't been updating the blog

thus I have A LOT of pictures to share.

Summer break is really the HITO season to take pictures.

Met up with the babes during the break,

and oohlala, they are more of a photo maniac than me.

After every gathering with them,

I had to upload shitloads of pictures to FB to satisfy them. LOL.

Anyways, to not make my page lag like KL's traffic,

I decided to separate the summer stories into several posts.

Coincidentally I am free to do so even after the new semester had started

because I am currently having chicken pox,

so yeah, I have another 1 or 2 weeks of extra holiday.

Muahaha.

Not a good thing though.

Am missing so many things and info from skipping class.

Course mates are getting competitive over EVERYTHING

but I cannot do anything to fight for myself.

I can only stay in my room and think of them tearing each other apart wtf.

I am so dead.

OK this teaser is getting too long.

Going to edit the pictures now.

See you in the next post in a couple of minutes.

Tata.

Far away.

2011-09-02T23:31:00.003+08:00

Hello guys.
I know I've been MIA from the blogosphere for a little while.
I have so many updates in life
but my fingers simply do not have the urge to touch the keyboard.

Am collecting pictures from friends.
And I have 2 more outings before everyone leaves again.
I will update this little infamous space
when the time comes.
The time when I feel like typing.
Or the time when the emotion flows.
It won't be long from now I guess.
I'm about to leave soon, too.

Till then. ♥

#likeaboss

2011-08-27T17:00:00.002+08:00

Hello, checkers. ♪♫

Never knew shades could make such a big difference to a look.

Try to take the shades out in your mind.

Less chic compared to before, isn't it?

Love the shirt.

From PDI, about RM65 (?), if I am not mistaken.

One more.

Oh, hair,

Y U NO look as nice as you look from the front?

Almost cannot take it anymore.

Saloon saloon!

My skin turned bad these 2 days.

Meaning it is almost THE time of the month again.

Zzzzzzz.

When I have no outings, breakouts will never happen,

then when it is the time everyone comes back to hometown

and there will be many fun outings and trips,

omg all the stupid acnes come kacau.

Time to change to a new pair of shades.

This pair doesn't do me much good

because it was gotten from Parade for only RM19.90.

Haha.

So basically its function is just to make me LOOK good.

Saw a few nice ones in Nose the other day.

Was bored today

so I took all my makeup stuff out and cleaned them.

I don't have cleaning tools specially for makeup shits,

so I used my makeup remover.

Look, it worked!!!

Was washing the sponges.

Look at the colour of the water.

Oh this is the makeup brushes set pouch.

Stupid Maybelline concealer always dirty my makeup bag.

I cleaned it and it became so clean.

I should take a picture of it

but I took it out to dry it and am so lazy to purposely go out to take pics.

That's the stupid Maybelline concealer.

See!!

Banjjak banjjak!

Maybe I shall wash my bags tomorrow.

Tea-time.

2011-08-25T01:48:00.002+08:00

Finally heaven gives me something good
after so many lonely days I have spent on my own.
I thought I will be all sad and depressed
until I numb myself with work.

I am so so so happy.

You don't know how much this means to me.
Thank you so much.
:)

Random #2

2011-08-24T23:08:00.005+08:00

This is basically a vain post.

Again, just feel like typing

so I am gonna post a lot of crappy pictures

so I can write crappy captions to pass time plus tap tap on my keyboard. :)

It was a ponytail day.

Hair is really eff-ed up now.

Going for hair rebonding again, probably after Raya.

OH and I just booked 2 pairs of Freshkon brown lens today.

Struggled for so long on whether to stick to grey or change to brown

because I loooooooove this Shimmering Grey.

No more grey lens for 2 months. :(

Painted my nails hot, neon pink

and I love love love the colour so much.

It goes well with my everyday look

as I like to wear a lot of black, grey and white.

How I got myself so FAT these days:

As breakfast. ALL THE TIME.

Look at the yellownessssssssssss.

How can one resist it?!!?!?!

I usually spend the whole morning in McD

either with magazines or journals

when I go there for breakfast.

Green Tea Frap. My all time fav.

Fattening milk and whipped cream.

Spent the whole afternoon reading CLEO in Starbucks, Parade

to wait for 3pm to fetch my mom.

Saw so many kids smoking in uniform.

TSK TSK TSK.

Lunch/brunch.

Always get that also because it's so cheap and easy to get.

Getting tired of having McD meals soon.

But seriously, McD is the best place to hang out

when I have to eat alone.

Nobody will look at me like I'm an alien.

If I eat alone in a kopitiam,

people will think I am an orphan. Brrrrrr.

Tiramisu donut.

Today @ JJ.

Again, to wait for my mom.

There's no need for me to say.

Everybody knows how crazy a Chatime fan I am.

See, my nail colour goes well with ANYTHING.

So striking. ♥

Downloaded some photography and editing apps.

My iPod got so interesting suddenly.

Haha.

I can play with it all evening.

#lifeofanerd

I became so unsociable these days

I'm worried of myself. Seriously.

I get uncomfortable when I am surrounded by too many people.

I avoid crowded places and love quiet corners.

GG.com.

End this vain post with this.

Seldom bare my teeth because they are large and ugly.

Birthday is coming soon

but I don't expect anything like I used to.

Surprises? Nah. I am not 17.

Looking forward to spend the day alone and peacefully in a quiet restaurant.

那些年

2011-08-20T23:35:00.001+08:00

超超超想看的
可惜得是马来西亚没上映唉！

这种很藤井树的小说情节永远都是我的最爱
很有感觉的对白配上好听的主题曲无懈可击
不好意思啦九把刀我只读过你的〈月老〉 对你的印象不深刻

好吧就先看小说

下个月再请朋友帮忙下载

嘻嘻

Rambling.

2011-08-19T20:41:00.002+08:00

Finally dared wear this purple skinny jeans.

Never wore long pants since the break started

as I got bored wearing them everyday to the uni.

Wear more politely today because I wanted to go to the state library.

Seriously the library is disappointing.

There are more tables than books in that place.

The shelves are all so freaking empty.

What's the point of calling it a library then?

Anyway, I love this jeans so so so much.

一分钱一分货.

I will never buy cheap jeans again.

Want to find more nice skinny jeans.

They are so so comfortable to wear.

Very light makeup

to cover my dark circles, blemishes and blackheads.

I got more self conscious because my blackheads scared my dad.

He looked at me with wide eyes last night and asked me

WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR FACE

WHAT ARE THOSE BLACK DOTS.

Omg. I must find a way to cure them liao.

And also my HUGE pores.

So lazy to use eyeliner now.

These days I go out with only mascara and blush on.

By the way I loooooooooooove that G earrings.

It is among the 5 pairs for RM10 I got on Wednesday in Parade.

The other 4 pairs are really cute too,

one of them is a pair of Playboy bunnies. :D

Went to Parade after library to wait for 3pm

so I could fetch my mom straight away.

Wanted to buy stuff as I've never shopped in the last 3 months

and I need to get a bag and shoes for uni

but I think it was my bad day.

Everything went against my will.

Ended up not getting anything

so I treated myself to a good cup of Green Tea Frap.

Curly roots are getting visible.

Time to fix my hair.

0817.

2011-08-17T17:19:00.002+08:00

Had two tiny prawns during dinner yesterday,

guess what,

skin allergy is back again.

OH HI, birthday boy. ♥

Confession of a nerd.

2011-08-16T00:22:00.005+08:00

Slacked for 3 months+ at home since semester break started.
It's time to pull myself together
and do something good for myself besides gaining weight and sleeping.
So I cleaned my room on Sunday.
To me, cleaning = a new start.
I always clean when I feel like having a change.

That's me in my old loose tee before I started cleaning the room.

Look how messy my desk was.

So sorry for the shitty picture quality.

Can only take pictures with my iPod now.

Something is wrong with either my camera battery or the charger.

Gonna fix it on Wednesday.

Some pictures I took on that day.

I am not a fashionista so don't expect me to show my closet alright.

You guys know what I truly am.

BINGO.

All I am gonna show today are booksssssssss.

NGEK.

My collection of 穹风 and 藤井树.

These 2 are my FAVOURITE Chinese authors.

Till now I still check their new books out.

I believe Chinese novel lovers are all familiar with 藤井树.

He was then a very famous online writer before he released novels.

And if you like 藤井树, oh my gosh,

you definitely have to read 穹风's books.

They are so good in expressing their feelings through words.

When you read, you can feel them. Seriously.

Chinese is such a beautiful language.

My collection of English novels.

Of course these are not all of them.

Series that I have:

Shopaholic series, The Princess Diaries series, Charmed series,

Morganville Vampire series, Pretty Little Liar series, Twilight Saga

and of course Harry Potter series.

However sadly to say,

NONE of them are complete except for HP series.

Even the Twilight Saga is incomplete.

Still short of the last book.

I always stop doing something halfway.

Piano lessons, puzzles, sewing, reading, collecting books.

Failure.

Look what I found!!

My ALL-TIME FAVOURITE when I was in high school!

I used to go to the Novel Hut in Ipoh Garden South EVERY weekend

and every time I would rent at least 2 books

and all I ever rented were SVU and R.L. Stine's.

I've read so much of Sweet Valley,

I actually started reading Sweet Valley High first before moving to SVU.

Fyi, both series have the same characters.

Sweet Vallet High series tell story about the characters in high school,

and SVU series is about them in the university.

And R.L. Stine, WOW I love his EVERY SINGLE book.

Almost finished reading all his books in the shop before I stopped going to that place

because my mom got tired of sending me to the same place every week

to get some 'unnecessary' stuff.

Gosh I miss these series!

Should have collected them!! URGH!

Oh by the way, the 4 books in my cupboard were the ones that I never get to return.

I am a HP fan like that.

I mentioned before in my previous post,

my first HP book is in Chinese,

and I actually start reading the English versions quite late.

Got this when I was still reading in Chinese.

OMG here comes my Crayon Shinchan collection.

Incomplete but I tried my best to collect them.

They are so hard to find now!

Lucky me!

Given by my sis and Hippo as birthday present

when I was obsessed with Bear Bricks.

School magazines.

I stopped cleaning and opened them on the spot when I found them

and saw so many innocent faces.

MUAHAHAHA.

Embarrassing pictures of the past.

Couldn't take it!

Jap mags started from 2008.

Thrown them all out from my room,

keeping only a few issues of 2010 and 2011.

My first fashion magazines!!

Issues of 2006. LOL.

When I didn't even know how to hold a mascara.

Remember this?

Never failed to get every issue during high school.

Accompanied me from Form4 (?) until upper six.

These were taken out from issues of 少年.

Inside were all very artistic articles written by teens.

Proven that since young I like to act artsy

by reading artistic stuff. LOL.

But I did love them la.

Does that mean that I am genuinely artsy? Hehe.

A friend got me this from China.

The expiry date was 2008. LMAO.

My lovely CLEO mags. :)

CLEO replaces 少年 after I graduated from Pre-U.

Again, I get every single issue.

I like them too much to sell them after reading

hence I am keeping every issue

until I find a better substitution.

My cupboard now.

I wanna get another cupboard

or perhaps a book shelf to keep more books.

Ladies always dream of owning a walk-in closet

but but but can I have a home library instead, please, future husband? LOL.

SEE??? SO FREAKING AWESOME!!!

No no no, don't go thinking This woman is crazy first,

I don't need a home library as awesome as that,

I just want something small like:

or this:

From now on, earn and save

so you can grant my wish ok!

Muchas gracias! :D

Corallite.

2011-08-10T23:15:00.003+08:00

Life is simple.

I am currently a part-time maid and driver,

plus a 1/2 part-time student

because I spend more time cleaning and driving.

Haha.

Nothing interesting lately.

So let's do some product reviews.

Sorry people.

Need to type. So boring now.

Stole this from mom

as I am forbidden from using all my favourite fragranced masks.

It is mild enough for my sensitive skin.

How this wash-off mask works:

it triggers all the dirts in the pores and turns them into acnes.

After using it, the next day you will see some tiny pus bags on the face.

But fear not, they don't stay long on your face.

I usually squeeze all those small ones and leave the big reddish ones.

After a day or two, they will be gone

and your skin will look better than ever.

Seriously.

This mascara sucks big time, man.

This thing dries SO SLOW.

Like after 2 minutes, I look upward,

the mascara will kena my eyelids.

This has never happened when I use my MJ.

Just recently, blush became my No.1 favourite stuff in my makeup bag.

Even when I am not wearing any eyeliner and mascara,

I smack a little colour onto the cheeks

so that people will think I just went for badminton before I go shopping wtf.

Those 2 blushes above are my loves.

#1 SilkyGirl 01 Nectar Blush

Although Silky Girl is a Malaysian brand,

their blushes are quite long-lasting.

After a day of outing, it still stays on the cheeks.

#2 Canmake Cream Cheek in 04.

It grabbed my attention because Lena Fujii is the spokesperson of the brand.

WHAT TO DO. It's Lena Fujii. :/

This blush is given by my sis on my 20th birthday. ♥

It is in coral colour.

Use it when I want to look healthier.

When I wanna act cute, I use the first one

which is also in coral but more pinkish.

Gosh I am such a sucker for coral blushes.

Summer playlist 2011.

2011-08-06T16:27:00.003+08:00

Before summer ends.

Though it is always summer in Malaysia.

LOL.

I always love summer
because all the new songs will be happy and catchy;
the people in the MVs will be wearing colourful clothes dancing to the beats.
And all my fave Jap mags ditch all heavy coats and show nice summer wear instead.
Not forgetting guys with beach pants and tanned muscles.
Ngek.

#1 T-ara - Roly Poly

#2 LMFAO - Party Rock Anthem

#3 f(x) - Hot Summer

#4 Hot Chelle Rae - Tonight Tonight

#5 Mighty Mouth feat. Soya - Fiesta

#6 Hyuna - Bubble Pop

#7 David Guetta ft. Nicki Minaj & Flo-Rida - Where Them Girls

#8 2PM - Hands Up

#9 Gym Class Heroes ft. Adam Levine - Stereo Hearts

Last but not least,

#10 Leon Lai - Sugar In The Marmalade

LOL.
Thanks to @Kenny Ko-Win Lim for introducing the last song.

All those songs above worth thousand replays per day.
I myself basically listen the same songs for 78692338 times everyday before I get bored of them.

Trying.

2011-08-02T14:00:00.002+08:00

En route to the better me.
With a better attitude and view towards life.

Need some time to get used to doing things alone again.
3 months of reliance on people around me
makes the process more difficult.
However this is a good time for the confidence building.
1 more month then I'll be standing alone,
carrying out the hardest project of my uni life all by myself.
Just the thought of it makes me shudder.

No. I can do it.
My greatest goal of life?
Be beautiful on the inside and outside.
Knowledgeable and fashionable.
Ya. Ze greatest goal.

Recent pieces of Life.

2011-08-01T03:25:00.001+08:00

It's August already.

We are in the middle of the second half of the year.

Friends are leaving Ipoh for a new semester.

Screw the new system,

we, students of local universities have 1 more month of holiday.

It's supposed to be something worth happy for,

but as I realized a while ago,

too much of a good thing brings more harm than good.

With everybody leaving Ipoh,

I shall pick up the study mood and motivation

and REALLY REALLY start working on my FYP.

I've been talking about it for months

but I never actually did anything.

And then, just yesterday,

I realized I am better off alone if I really want to be productive.

Home is not the best place to work, for me at least,

I always have my parents and the boyfriend to depend on.

They give me the best and prepare everything for me.

I don't even have to think with my own head.

They always find the best solutions for me.

Again, too much of a good thing.

Let me share some pictures first

before I enter my new must-be-motivated month.

I know my hand looks creepy

but what I wanna show is my pair of skinny jeans

that I bought during the previous sembreak at JJ's Soda.

Love it, this dark purple skinny recalls me of SNSD's Gee,

but I dare not wear it out

because I think it is a little too tight,

and tight pants always make me look skinnier = scarier.

Mom doesn't think I look scary in it though.

She loves it.

Below are some food pictures I took in Singapore.

Every time I blog about Singapore,

I got tired editing food pictures wtf.

Why Singapore got so many nice looking food one?

Some GreenTea Ice thingy I took in Jurong Point.

Had our desserts during tea time as we had nothing else to do.

Looked good but tasted the opposite.

Fat Fat's.

Didn't try because I don't like milk.

Taken on the same day.

After Jurong Point I forgot where we went to.

Near Orchard Road? HMMM.

This was during dinner.

At a nice western restaurant called Aston.

The food are delicious and the prices are all quite affordable.

That was Fat Fat's huge Epic-Meal-ish burger.

My chicken chop thingy.

Niceeeeeeeee,

especially the side dishes that I've chosen.

After ordered, Fat Fat pointed out it was the same as KFC Snack Plate WTH.

Oh below are all my vain pictures. Hehe.

Nice or not?

Nobody wears like that in Ipoh

so I guess I shall keep it for KL or Penang trip lo.

Dai Gor Hung's birthday.

Waiting to be fetched to Ipoh Parade Kbox.

Stoned in the K room as I don't sing in public.

HOW IRRESISTIBLE THIS DARLING IS.

I can't stop the craving. Ever

It is actually great that I cannot get it easily.

Imagine having a Chatime branch here in Ipoh, gosh,

I truly cannot control myself not to have it every day.

FEI SEI.

Last night.

Going to Tong Sui Gai but still dressed up a little.

Farewell with Fat Fat before the desserts.

Always the same makeup.

And of course, the always-there eye bags.

Must learn some new makeup skills from Jap mags.

People sure are bored of my look liao.

Love love love the ring.

It is a pair of tiny wings. ♥

Not golden mustache kay!

So Fat Fat brought me to this place.

Candle light dinner. LOL.

Bad picture quality because taken with Ipod.

I look like a witch here WTH.

'Oh sausages I am gonna eat you all

MUAHAHAHAHA'

-________________________________-

Of course I didn't finish it all by myself!

It was a portion for 2.

Feelings.

2011-07-28T10:09:00.001+08:00

It is not about how you look,

it is how you feel that matters.

If you feel good,

even if it is your worst bad-hair day,

you can fix it all right

and shine like a ruby.

Copied.

2011-07-28T09:16:00.000+08:00

【吵架也是种交流】

在一起久了，避免不了争执。有些恋人经常吵架，但年复一年，还在一起，不离不弃；有些恋人，从来不吵架，外人都羨慕他們的甜蜜，但是却闪电般地分手了；吵架是疯狂地交流，肯留下來争吵的总是爱你的。反而忍耐，渐渐会成为一顆定时炸弹，有一天突然爆炸了，所有感情都会瞬間摧毀。

爱情不是一种虚荣，要拿出来在众人面前炫耀；爱情不是一件美丽的衣裳，要穿在外面给大家欣赏；爱情不是一项任务，要对亲朋好友有个交待。爱情是你一个人的事情，你幸福或者不幸福，只有你自己知道。

永远不要去羡慕别人的生活，即使那个人看起来快乐富足。永远不要去评价别人是否幸福，即使那个人看起来孤独无助。幸福如人饮水，冷暖自知。你不是我，怎知我走过的路，心中的乐与苦。

【送给所有女孩子】

1.喜欢的东西自己努力买，不要指望别人送。

2.可以淘便宜的衣服，但记得自己的品位比这个价位高。

3.在QQ，手机里删除前男友的号码，避免神经脆弱的时候主动找他。

4.减肥是为了更美好的人生。要是因为减肥而失去了生活的乐趣，不如放弃。

5.注重内心，但不忽略外表。

Very VERY true.

MISS HA.

2011-07-27T23:31:00.004+08:00

This cutie is leaving Ipoh tomorrow for the longest period ever

to chase her dream (not REALLY her dream, but still a dream la)

and to earn the certificate

that contributes to her future salary of at least S$2500 per month.

She is going to gain the freedom she has been longing for

as my parents love her too much to let her out too often.

They are always worried of her

because they say she is very 细细粒.

In fact, she is as tall as me.

She looks small merely because of her narrow shoulder.

She is a Cancer

hence she is very fond of her family and friends.

She hates saying goodbyes

which is totally the opposite of me

because I love saying goodbyes.

HAHA.

My mom thinks she is silly for being so,

but this is her weakness and also one of her strengths, actually.

She loves with all her heart

and cares for others more than she cares for herself.

Mui mui, we cannot always be with you there.

Life will be hard, for sure,

but it is a chance for you to grow up

and this is the time you go view the world with your own eyes.

It's a cliche and it is so old-fashioned, I know, I still wanna say,

your family will always support you.

No matter how different our personalities are,

how many fights you had with papa mommy,

we still love you

because you are always a little girl in our hearts,

especially to papa and mommy.

Take good care of yourself

and don't get too crazy in uni thank you.

Love you.

Muah muah muah.

控制

2011-07-26T21:52:00.002+08:00

世上有很多东西，
被收藏或压抑得太久，

慢慢地就会变成不好的东西。

脾气，是一个很好的例子。

I can.

2011-07-22T11:36:00.002+08:00

It is not like I will die

if I do things alone.

In fact, I pretty much enjoy it.

A good book or my iPod is great enough as a companion.

Needless to say,

McD breakfast set is always the best thing to have

to kick start a brand new day.

Precious.

2011-07-21T17:18:00.000+08:00

Read back all the mails from Fat Fat

when we first entered uni.

原来我们也曾mushy mushy过。

LMAO wtf.

It's forever.

2011-07-20T00:28:00.001+08:00

REALLY.

All these videos,

they are making me emotional and sad.

So many years of expecting the movies to go on screen.

So many years of wondering how the scenes would be like in the movies

when I was reading.

So many years.

Now gone.

Depressing much.

My magical journey with HP.

2011-07-18T19:30:00.006+08:00

My affection for the Harry Potter series doesn't end here.
I think I will still be rereading the books until I am tired of the story.

I was in Standard 4 when I first touched my first HP book.
It was Harry Potter And The Goblet Of Fire, in Chinese version,
for I was still a Chinese bookworm at that moment.
I turned to English books only when I was in Form 4 or 5.
After reading the 4th book of the series,
I started to get all 3 previous books
and read them from the beginning to the very end, for so many times.

However I wasn't fond of the series after that
because the 5th book released so late after the 4th book.
Until recently, the final HP movie was about to release.
Looking at the movie poster, the love for the series suddenly came back to me.
I started reading from the first book.
Although I've read the first 4 books for so many times,
they still surprise me,
they still make me stay up late to read.
Wanted to finish the series before the movie goes on screen
but I didn't make it.
Stopped at the 6th book where Dumbledore died.

Watched the movie with mixed feelings today.
Happy because it's Harry Potter wey!!,
sad because it is the last movie of the series,
and was so heartbroken when I saw Hogwarts being destroyed
and all the good wizards dying.
Now Lupin has gone too, oh gosh.
I am so gonna cry a river when I read the book.

I think I am going to watch it again in the cinema.
Guys, if you want to watch the movie,
please do ask me out also.
I don't mind watching it for a few more times.
After all it is Harry Potter wey!!

I am bored tonight.

2011-07-15T22:14:00.005+08:00

This is my 600th post, by the way. :)

Staying at home on a Friday night.

How lifeless.

Anyhow I am more of a home person.

Sometimes I'd rather stay at home,

watch TV or read for the whole evening,

without the need to dress up, make up and all.

OK. I'm gonna show you guys

things I always restock in my beauty cabinet.

If you don't like to read skincare stuff,

go read my Phuket trip post below alright.

This post is written just to kill time.

Hada Labo facial cleansers.

This moisturizing one was my first tube.

The second tube, which is the one I am using day and night now,

is for whitening purpose.

Both are bubble facial wash.

Hada Labo Gokujyun.

Using the second tub.

Basically using the whole range

except for the daytime toner

because the Hada Labo toner I got has Vitamin C extract in it

so I use it only at night.

This brand is awesome awesome awesome.

Am using their makeup remover too.

Biore UV Daily Care Gel.

Using the fourth bottle.

Water based. Thus fast absorption and not sticky.

I use it on normal days

when I go for lectures and outings.

Mentholatum lipbalm.

I have both in gel and stick.

The stick one has SPF15 so I use it more often than the gel one.

I use the gel one in lecture halls

because gel form is more moisturizing.

I am blessed with thick lips

but they are always dry and chapped.

See, nothing is perfect.

Protopic.

This is for my allergic skin around the eyes and lips.

I use it every night to prevent the allergy from happening again.

It always works well unless you stop applying them.

Then your allergy will come back again.

The downside of it is you have to depend on it.

It is strongly recommended by a handsome doctor.

This is the only allergy ointment that can be used by babies.

It is not cheap though.

Got it for RM130 per tube.

Using second tube.

Skinfood Coffee Body Scrub.

Just restocked this baby today.

Using second tub.

Awesome body scrub with coarse grains.

Dislike the strong coffee scent though.

Struggled for so long at JJ's Skinfood outlet today.

Almost got the new pink salt body scrub

but bought this at last.

The pink salt one doesn't seem to have big grains.

I love coarse coarse grains. LOL.

Maybelline Perfect Concealer.

Nice coverage.

Using second tube.

First tube got stolen by my sis.

Majorlica Majorca 3rd Gen Mascara.

I do not use any other brand of mascara other than MJ.

They have the best mascara compared to the other drugstore cosmetic brands.

Sis loves it too.

Using my third MJ mascara.

Maybelline's gel eyeliner.

Another favourite cosmetic of mine.

Second tub now.

The best I've ever used so far.

Waterproof.

Never smudge a bit all the while I've been using it.

I always make sure I have all these products in the cabinet.

Except for the cosmetics, maybe.

I don't apply make up when I am in Sabah.

The weather just doesn't allow me to.

All of them you can get from drugstores.

Affordable, effective and simply amazing.

Game.

2011-07-15T19:47:00.001+08:00

The first 3 words I found were

Fat

Beautiful

and...

FAT.

WTF.

Body image.

2011-07-14T20:25:00.001+08:00

Nice video.

I am happy with my body

even though I always whine about it

even though people always say how I resemble the complete skeleton set in the science lab.

And a perfectionist as I am,

I always try very hard to change the imperfections.

There's always a solution to a problem.

The key is how motivated you are to change the imperfections.

世上没有丑女人，只有懒女人。

Sawadeeka.

2011-07-14T01:16:00.005+08:00

Here is my Phuket trip post I am gonna write although it is already my bedtime.

Seriously need a good eye cream

now that my dark circles are incurable.

DIE HARD. I WILL NEVER LOOK GOOD.

Left to Singapore for a friend's convocation before heading to Phuket.

Will blog about it in a separate post.

Flew to Phuket on the 7th.

It was a 4D3N trip

which cost me approximately RM1200+ including the flight tickets.

So, the 6 of us took the earliest flight from Changi Airport,

reached Phuket at 9.05a.m. local time.

Phuket is an hour ahead, by the way.

Resort people picked us up from the airport.

After 1 hour plus we reached our resort

which surprisingly turned out to be a nice place!

I never expected that at all

since the resort only cost us S$99.

I went all like 'Is this real? Are we in the wrong resort?'

Everyone looked dumbfounded. Hahaha.

The lobby.

The pool is just beside it

but I forgot to snap a picture of it

because I was too busy drooling at handsome ang-mohs and the bell boy.

Muahaha.

Perfumed towel given by the nicest and handsome bell boy

while we were waiting for the check-in.

We were then invited to the little cafe of the resort

called The Balcony Cafe

so we didn't get grumpy waiting.

And there's this free drink that was so refreshing.

It was some kind of flower juice, Hippo said.

Hibiscus or orchid. Forgot.

The room.

NICE OR NOT.

This was the elephant towel on Sem's blog.

Stayed in the same resort as him!

The bathroom.

Very comfortable bathroom slippers.

After checking-in, we went for free Thai massage just outside of the resort.
Had our lunch just beside Patong Beach.
Got cheated by the food pictures.
Food wasn't good but they have.......

Super big and juicy coconuts!

One for 50 baht, about RM5.

Consider cheap as the size was huge.

After lunch, we went for a walk at the beach.

Quite cloudy that afternoon.

Headed to Jungceylon Mall after that.

Chose to walk, so we could explore the little town.

The mall is just 5 minutes away from the beach if we travel by tuk tuk,

but it took us about 2 hours plus to reach the place

because there were so many interesting things to see on the way to the mall.

We took a hyper long path

but totally enjoyed ourselves looking at alien things and food.

BIG BIG Mario ♥

BTW that's my favourite pose now.

Twisted legs. WTH.

This place looks quiet right?

But it is totally different at night.

Pubs and bistros all in a row.

Ang-mohs all have beers here at night,

and the Thai girls dance on the tables.

Imagine the crowd.

All sweaty and clumsy

but happy. :D

Saw an interesting shop.

Husband Day Care Centre. LOL.

Spot the grumpy gorilla.

The first thing we did when we reached the mall:

SWENSEN'S.

Hahaha.

We had a Swensen's fan with us, that's why.

He wasn't a shades person

but he instantly fell in love with my shades after I took this.

Will be his next profile pic.

Haha.

Had some nuts, banana, caramel ice cream.

NICEEEEEEE.

Why is there no Swensen's in Ipoh?

People please bring more good food to Ipoh can?

I have been waiting forever for TGIF and Kim Gary.

Sky high prices.

Hahaha.

Awesome slippers. LOL.

Had steamboat dinner in the mall for 339 baht

and the guys had a crazy amount of bacon.

Can't imagine the amount of fats in all the bacon they consumed.

No pictures because was so freaking tired.

Went back to the resort by tuk tuk.

Second day
we were supposed to go to Phuket town
by the free shuttle bus the resort provided.
However Auntie Red was envy of me having fun
so she came at the wrongest time with Uncle Pain.

Everyone else went to the town

except me, who had to rest in the room.

It was so painful I had to take painkillers.

I think it was the coconut that brought the pain.

Usually I am alright one.

After the pain was gone I woke up,

had nothing to do so I camwhored lo. LOL.

Pain till eyebags also got darker.

I got better when they returned from Phuket town

so I followed them to the beach.

They went for some water activities

like para-sailing and jet-skiing.

I was again alone,

so all I did was taking pictures of the fat hippo

having a good time trying parachuting for the first time

and of others smiling on their super yeng jet ski. :(

Love all these shots.

My old model of Sony camera is still awesome can.

@mengss7 OUR FAVE! in Thai! LOL.

Seafood for dinner.

JENGGGGGGG.

Again coconut, except me, of course,

tom yum gung, prawns, pad thai, fish, clams.

Third day

They went for water rafting.

That one sure get wet one

so I stayed in the room again.

Sien till eyebags got more swollen!

Lazy to edit since I had no makeup on also.

Let you guys see my bare face la, nah.

With the company of junk food and KBS World and Channel V.

YES they have KBS World there, luckily.

Watched a lot of Korean MVs and Dream Team.

Weeeeeee.

Thailand Pocky.

SUPER SUPER CHEAP.

About 120 baht per packet

(RM1.20+).

They have many many flavours there

like blueberry and banana.

Thought of buying some back for my loves

but it was so chaotic on the last day so yea.

Went to a night market at Phuket town in the evening.

Had a great time looking at weird food.

Friends tried fried grasshoppers and all kinds of insects.

Last day

After checking out, we went for island hopping

which was more like speedboat-vomiting.

Awful trip.

The sea was rough, the waves were so strong,

the boat ride was so bumpy.

The worst thing was that the islands were all located superbly far from each other.

The 45-minutes bumpy boat ride was really crazy.

I nearly threw up, seriously.

The islands and beaches were breathtaking

but the boat ride ruined everything.

I had no mood to enjoy the scenery.

It's just awful.

The last island of Phi Phi.

After 45 minutes of agony and torture.

Ya I know I look awful

because I was FEELING awful.

This is the nearly-throw-up face.

TERRIBLE.

Rushed back to the resort afterwards.

It was very kind of them to provide us rooms to shower.

Then we were sent to the airport.

Reached Singapore at about 1a.m. local time.

Supper.

Stayed overnight at the airport.

Were going to take the bus back to Ipoh at 9a.m.

His treat. ♥

To keep us both awake.

But to no avail. LOL.

I know it is a long post.

I am going to have a hard time editing it before posting. *cries

More pictures on Facebook.

Will grab some pictures from friends and upload them into a new album

since I didn't take many pictures.

I always get lazy when there's a more professional camera around.

I am back.

2011-07-11T21:55:00.001+08:00

Miss me?

WHAT THE HELL.

2011-07-01T16:22:00.001+08:00

People keep annoying me when I have PMS.
Don't blame me if I give you the shitface.

Gathering week.

2011-06-30T19:39:00.001+08:00

Life is recently good with all the gatherings going on
which link all of us together once again.
No pictures of everyone because wasn't in the mood of taking pictures.

Phuket trip is around the corner.
Looking forward to it.
Saving as hard as I could for the trip.
Trying not to spend on anything except for food and books.
Thus the wardrobe is boring.
Only the tummy is growing.
Mehehehehe.

Watching Supernatural with Xunlei player in the smallest size while typing this.
This episode is so not interesting
but it still freaks me out.
And Dean keeps dying throughout the whole season.
What the hell.

I am bored.

And so lazy to blog.

p/s Deleted the cbox due to the excessive amount of spammers.
If you have any comments you can just leave it under the blog post alright. ♥

懒人宣言

2011-06-23T17:50:00.001+08:00

压力有好有坏
有时候把人逼得太紧并不是一件好事

本小姐正在休假
我需要的是一份无敌轻松的工作
可以让我放松地做的轻松的工作
那种把人逼入墙角的工作不愁没有
在大学里天天都在面对

如果这世上没有一份零压力的工作
我宁愿省吃省用不购物
天天留在家专心做我的FYP
做妈妈的女佣至少能帮她减轻一点负担
社会上的压力我毕业出社会后自然会去面对

就让我再当一年我家的蛀米虫吧
最后一年了毕竟

As mentioned.

2011-06-21T22:42:00.004+08:00

A mask a week is one of my habits.
And I am loving it
because I feel refreshed and pampered after a mask.
It's like giving my skin an essence spa.
It is so awesome to feel the difference after every mask
as each of them brings different benefits to the skin.

However thanks to the strong fragrance in my cosmetics/mask
and the fragment of eczema in my DNA
I am forced not to apply facial mask for a certain period.
It is a plain torture for me.
It is a habit,
I need time for the change.

During this disastrous period, DIY mask is my saviours.
Meaning I refuse to get rid of facial masks entirely from my life.
Hehehehehe.
According to handsome doctor,
natural ingredients are not harmful to the skin
and will not worsen my skin allergy
so I looked up my Youtube subscriptions.
I've subscribed quite a number of the beauty channels
and I am glad I did because I learn a lot from them.

This was the one I tried last week.
Surprisingly IT WORKED. MIRACLE.
Love love love love!
By the way, many of Bubz's videos are very inspiring.
She has sensitive skin herself
so she often makes use of natural ingredients for skincare.
Her latest video is about cleansing the face with only oatmeal.
Interesting huh.

The mask is super easy to make.

Those are the only ingredients needed for a healthy skin. ;)

Got the cocoa powder from Tesco Extra for RM6.99

and the yogurt for RM1.49.

Honey from a relative. Their family business.

Follow the steps from the Youtube tutorial

and you are supposed to get something like this:

It's actually quite watery,

and it smells really nice and yummy. Haha.

Sexy??

MUAHAHAHAHAAH.

Am gonna make it again tonight.

I want my large pores to shrink shrink shrink until they are hardly to be seen.

Yeeeeeha!

p/s If you want a thicker mask,

you can put in more cocoa powder.

It'll turn darker and thicker in texture.

Like this:

Teaser.

2011-06-21T00:17:00.000+08:00

I'll blog about something tomorrow.

Have been a lazy sloth for quite some time now.

Holidays are just awesome. :)

Start DIY.

2011-06-13T17:36:00.002+08:00

The skin allergy around my eyes has gotten worse.
The patch of redness has somehow spread downwards to the cheeks slowly.
Parents are worried shit
so I was brought to see the handsome doctor we always visit.

Eczema is often inherited,
which is why you can find redness and swell on me and my sis.
I told the handsome doctor that
maybe the chemicals in the cosmetics I used,
or The Faceshop facial masks, are too strong,
so they caused the allergy
because before I used TFS masks, I never had this problem.
Then he was like O.O 'You are so young, why do you need facial masks'
I argued with him and said 'No I am already 22 this year'
then he was like O.O bigger and asked me not to be so greedy.

Doctor, I really have big pores and pimples mah. T.T

Then he said cosmetics do more harms than good to human.
75% harm and only 25% good, he said.
He told me to use cucumbers as eye masks
instead of TFS shits. =.=

Ok I am gonna DIY my facial masks from now on wtf.
Doctor, lei hou yeh. T.T

Party rocking.

2011-06-12T01:21:00.000+08:00

I have been so busy recently.

Went to Penang with course mates

and this lovely girl of mine.
Shopped shopped shopped,
ate ate ate,
drink drank drunk,
and we freaking had -

CHATIME. Oh yeah!
There are so many Chatime branches in Penang.
Why don't they open one in Ipoh?!!!
I don't want Each-a-cup pleaseeeeeee.

Went to Sasa's sis' wedding dinner the day after I got back from Penang.
Which was yesterday, actually.
Was tired shit
but tried my best to look the best.
Went to Euro House for 2nd round.
Introduced them Savanna Dry
and they love it, as expected. ;)

The obvious sleepiness WTH.

Went to my dad's school charity event just now.
My role was to accompany my mom
as she wanted to watch my dad but she didn't want to go alone.

That was my handsome dad giving speech.

Remember I had skin allergy when I first got back from Sabah?
After having some big fat juicy prawns in the previous wedding dinner
it freaking returned,
and this time it got worse.
I have two red rings around my eyes now
and it is so ugly I swear.
So, to not embarrass my parents,
I used the iced handkerchief method to get rid of the swell
and applied several coats of green base to cover the redness
and I think it looked better.
At least I didn't look that scary anymore.

That eyebag under my right eye was kinda the usual size of my eyebag wtf.

Considered as very successful as the redness was unseen.

Maybe next time I can teach you guys the iced handkerchief method via this blog. ;)

I found it pretty effective, actually.

Very lazy to edit away all the acne marks.

Concealer all gone after the event

because I perspired.

Next time must go out like this.

Btw that's my new shades!

Cool or notttttttttttt. ♥

囧

2011-06-05T22:28:00.000+08:00

这是一篇老王卖瓜自卖自夸的故事

话说刚才晚饭后两母女闲着没事做

打开面子书 stalk妹妹的profile

按进照片一张张地去评论

妈：欸？这张我没看过！

女：哇你每张照片都记得的啊？

妈：当然啦！我一有空就开你们的照片来看的欣赏自己漂亮的女儿嘛

Oh my god.

哪妈咪

你漂亮的女儿

Shoo shoo.

2011-06-01T18:16:00.002+08:00

I shall get rid of my emo-ness.

Grandma's blood pressure is more stable now,

so my uncle came and took her home.

My caretaker role is officially over

until grandma comes to stay for her next-checkup.

Posted some shits on the blog last night

because I was emo.

However I am having good mood today.

I shall go out more often.

Good food always heal the mood.

So I had my fringe cut just a week ago.

I look like this now:

Of course my hair is not that straight anymore after I washed it.

I think I am gonna visit the saloon for Sasa's sis' wedding dinner

because after blowing, my hair looks thicker.

Thick hair FTW. T.T

I FREAKING GOT THE ROUGEBERRY EAU DE TOILETTE.

Secretly, of course.

Mom wouldn't give me pocket money anymore

if she finds me spending on these 'unnecessary' stuff again.

Anyway, the eau de toilette is awesomeeeee.

I freaking love the scent.

Found that nice scent is a good-mood booster, really.

;)

p/s Just found out that the Rougeberry eau de toilette is a limited-edition product.

HUHHHHHHHH.

Should I grab another bottle????

Betrayal.

2011-05-31T23:28:00.001+08:00

You can call me an attention seeker or whatever,
I don't care,
I just hate being ignored by people
especially those whom I thought are my friends.
Ignoring people is a very rude attitude.
No matter how despicable that person is,
we shall respect him/her still
because it is basic manner.

Being fooled for the first time, it is called unlucky.
Being fooled for the second time, it is called foolish.
And if there's a third time, wtf I must be really brainless.

Unfortunately, there're so many shitty people in my life
whom I've trusted and cared.
My life is so miserable, you see.

Goodbye, this worthless friendship.

突如其来

2011-05-25T20:00:00.000+08:00

外婆因高血压进了医院
在这紧要关头我竟然还有心情看电影
结果还是赢不了心里的内疚
在电影还没结束前就离开电影院
一半因为我根本没用心看戏
心想戏票怎样都是浪费了的
另一半是为了惩罚自己
天上的外公也一定在诅咒我

对不起啊亲爱的
突然不见了有没有吓到你们？
大家不用担心我没事
只希望她可以早日康复
那笨蛋医生说得有点太夸张了
我外婆一定会长命百岁
至少能长命百岁到我结婚那天
健健康康地从我手上接过那杯茶

Eau de Toilette.

2011-05-24T14:48:00.003+08:00

MUST GET THIS BABY TOMORROW.

I am such a berry freak.
LOL.

p/s When I told my mom about how crazily good this eau de toilette smells,
she stared at me
with the eagle eye she always show when she doesn't like something,
and said
'Student buy what perfume!'
OMG I was so sad can.
Why student cannot use perfume. :(

This is a food post.

2011-05-23T17:56:00.001+08:00

Warning:

This post contains 25+ photos

which might cause your tummy to growl

and your saliva glands to be uncontrollable.

Don't want to be long-winded

so let's get to the pictures.

Please allow me to talk craps in the captions ;)

Helpful staircase in NUS which counts calories.

Cute!

Cool study hall with full-blasted air-cond and nice view.

UMS, when are you gonna build something like this?

A very big Lover's Park in NUS. Awwwww.

There're a lot of vending machines around NUS.

Stopped by McD in the Enginnering Faculty building

for the buy-1-free-1 McFlurry.

Went to Chinatown after that.

The place is like a Chinese Petaling Street.

Suits angmoh.

Very Chinese-y.

Clarke Quay after that.

Duck & Hippo. HAHAHA.

I love love love Clarke Quay.

Some random fountain.

Many angmohs bring their kids here to play water.

You can see many naked babies running in the fountain in late evening.

Central @ Clarke Quay.

Wanted to go there

but got lazy the days after so yeah.

Haha.

Nice.

After walking around we got tired

so we sat by the river and just chilled.

Were actually waiting for nighttime

so we can dine at Clarke Quay.

Exhausted and sweaty face.

Didn't get much sleep the night before

and the countless nights before.

Blame the exam tensions.

So please excuse my dark circles and dull skin.

Yay it's time.

The fat boy was craving for beer.

American brown ale @ Brewerkz.

THOSE ARE THE BEST SAUSAGES EVER.

AND THE BEST MASHED POTATO EVER.

No sausages and mashed potato in the world can beat them.

Seriously.

Maybe there are but until I found the next best sausages and mashed potato,

they rule the world's sausages and mashed potato industry. Haha.

Cost a bomb.

Price of an average Nike running shoes.

Ka-ching.

The second day we went to Jurong Point for dinner.

Lai Lai is a Taiwanese Restaurant.

This dumb dumb always use up the battery in my iPod.

Shit him.

Side dishes which came with the sets we ordered.

Both jeng max.

The best side dish EVER.

Hahaha I think I am a little exaggerating.

But it was really mouth watering.

So awesome! I miss Lai Lai. :(

The light-coloured drink was his bubble milk tea.

The one at the back was my bubble jasmine green tea.

THE BEST TAIWANESE FOOD EVER.

Love love love the red mee sua wtf!!!

I miss it so muchhhhhhh.

Everyday I miss it, no kidding.

Am so gonna go for it again in August!

The third day.

Went to Bugis.

Billy Bombers American Diner @ Bugis Junction.

The pink drink was my Pink Pussycat mocktail. Hehe.

The food wasn't nice.

Walked around and I saw this!

HUGE-ASS STRAWBERRIES omg.

That's my thumb for comparison.

Orchard Road after that.

Love the romantic shaded long path.

Saw Gong Cha so bought it for the sake of my bubble tea craving.

Disappointing.

Dinner.

Some marinated chicken pizza @ Pastamania

in a mall beside Bukit Batok MRT station.

I like the thin and crunchy crust

but the combination of marinated chicken and pizza was just weird.

Regretted for not ordering pasta.

The 4th day.

Went to Clementi for THIS.

*drum roll

Long awaited KOI.

Result: DOUBLE DISAPPOINTING.

Chatime is still Number 1. No doubt.

I freaking love you, Chatime.

When I saw this I thought of my SS laopos.

Supper bought at Bukit Batok MRT station.

Cost me $5 wtf.

The 5th day, also the last day.

Clementi Mall again.

This time for Seoul Garden Korean BBQ Buffet,

which means having steamboat + BBQ meats,

together with..........

THIS.

Hahaha.

Not much difference with other steamboat restaurants

except they have kimchi and other Korean side dishes wtf.

We both felt cheated.

Last meal in Singapore.

Wendy's, which sucked.

Subway and Burger King, you guys still rock.

*peace sign

Didn't shop in Singapore

due to the shortage of Sing dollars. *frown

Must earn in this sembreak

and splurge like nobody's business,

if not my mental and my hormone will be imbalance.

LOL. I am tired.

End.

Nyan factor.

2011-05-21T01:09:00.001+08:00

Ran through the pictures in my laptop

and I discovered these.

Drunkard Logic.

Wet Keli, Ngong Meng & Fierce Kinki.

Sasa who can have a whole album of ngong pictures.

BBQ christmas night at Cong's.

When my smile detector was a hit.

Shaky Fan.

HAHAHAHAHA.

Shocked Jul.

EEEEEEEEE.

Puff-faced.

Been keeping all the nice pictures

but never show.

I believe I still have a lot of LOL pictures in the folder.

p/s

When and how can I get this flawless skin back?

p/p/s The skin around the eye got infected, swollen

and dried out.

I look like a total zombie now with swollen and dry eyes

with pimples and scars on the face wtf.

The dumb hippo says it is a good time to be infected

because Kungfu Panda 2 is coming soon wtf max.

Can be romantic a bit or not dumb dumb.

p/p/p/s Going to cut the fringe tomorrow. Hello bangsssss.

Kekeke.

2011-05-17T22:32:00.000+08:00

Aloha from Singaland!

Will share some pictures in the coming post
but most of them are food, not scenery.
Have been having good food since I got here
thanks to fat hippo now I got rounder wtf.
Enjoy eating though.
Hehehehe.

Will update when I am back to hometown.
Don't have the blogging mood in here.
*smooches

The start of something exciting.

2011-05-14T02:25:00.001+08:00

Oh yeah.
The finals had finally ended.
Right after the last paper I'd been out for the whole evening.

It is now 2.10a.m.
Just reached my room at about half an hour ago.
I know it is late,
I have a whole lot of stuff to be packed
and a 3pm flight to catch tomorrow,
but if I don't update my blog right now
it'd be at least a week before you can read any of my new updates.
Memories have to be jotted down at the very day
before it fades and goes.
Some feelings are better to be expressed when they are fresh
so after some time when I read this back,
I know how I feel in this moment.
However I WOULD NOT be updating the blog,
not WILL NOT, so if you guys wanna read more of my boring scribbles,
pray that I will have free time in the coming week. ;)

Will definitely update more about tonight
when I have the time.
Not much pictures are taken though.
And most of them are with my friend.

It was such an unforgettable night.
So many first-times,
and most of them are not good first-times
but oh well, now we have more things to laugh about when we get older.
I am glad to have you guys and do all those stupid things with me.
Uni life would be so boring without you
although sometimes you guys are such a pain in the ass.
Haha.

I think a 4-months break is a bit too long.
Isn't it?

暗疮全纪录。

2011-05-10T20:31:00.003+08:00

我现在终于知道
鼻子上的那颗暗疮为什么那么嚣张
原来它是举世无敌超级霹雳大毒疮
真是前所未有天啊

我以为经过两次的按压
里面的脓已经完全被我挤出来了
怎么知道里面的里面竟然还有一堆
刚才洗好澡爽爽酱跑去按按下那颗暗疮
突然一堆脓整个给我喷出来之后狂冒血吓死我

不过说真的
挤暗疮真的可以角逐世上最让人兴奋的事前三名
呵呵呵呵呵

现在这颗嚣张大毒疮真的缩水了一半
超满足愿望成真了
但是它变了紫色
就是变小了也还要继续嚣张 Shit
明天得去买一些anti inflammation & soothing的面膜了
Faceshop Faceshop ♥

Never sleep.

2011-05-10T12:33:00.000+08:00

Insomnia last night.
Couldn't sleep well.

It was so dark last night
and roommate hasn't been here so I was alone,
I kept thinking of all the ghosts in Supernatural.
Was like wondering will a Striga come and suck my life essence
or will Bloody Mary come out from the mirror.

Double screw Supernatural.

If I continue to have poor quality of sleep
my pimple will never go off.
It has been here for almost 3 weeks.
Please do me good and disappear from my face
so I can be pretty for a while can? :(

Ya.

2011-05-10T01:46:00.000+08:00

Why is tonight so dark?
Screw Supernatural.

Just keep holding on.
A few days more.

肥胖

2011-05-06T21:51:00.001+08:00

没想到我也会有这样的一天。

吃东西之前要想半天，

吃东西的时候一直在算卡路里，

然后在一旁后悔刚才在买的时候怎么没克制自己,

吃了东西后担心明天睡醒时发现肥肉有多了一寸。

是老了吗？

新陈代谢慢了，肥肉自然越积越多。

前几天看康熙，几位来宾说

无论一个女孩多瘦，过了25岁后，一定会胖。

好怕我会有这一天。

想象自己有胖胖的手臂、粗粗的萝卜腿，

哇我受不了。

我到底是怎么了？

生平第一次那么在意身材和体重。

以前要吃什么就吃什么，

别人说我胖我当他在开玩笑。

就算发现自己真的胖了，我也还是照吃，

因为我知道自己总会瘦回来。

可能以前没有人当面很认真地对我说“你真的胖了”这5个字，

所以我对体重从来不注重。

前几天朋友用一种不是在开玩笑的语气说了那5个字后，

我才发现虽然我不在乎，但不代表别人也不。

了解我的人知道，我一向注重外表。

一小颗的暗疮足以让我疯掉。

我是典型处女座。追求完美。

我相信，外表是一个人给别人的第一印象。

没有人第一次看人是看内心的。

说不注重外表的人是虚伪。

虽然爸爸和外婆听到我说我胖了，都说这样才好看。

我只能笑笑说现在的男生不喜欢胖女孩。

长辈们都这样，不喜欢看到小孩太瘦，他们会心疼。

等着吧。

让我消掉肚腩，调理好心情，

我就会像以前一样大吃大喝。

每天顶着一个大饼脸和大肚腩，

心情难免会不好。

为我打气吧大家。 :)

Am consuming 2 liquid pounds.

2011-05-06T21:06:00.003+08:00

Drinking Yoyo Cafe's pearl milky tea now.
Yoyo Cafe is a famous dessert shop in KK.

It is now 5 minutes to 9pm
and I shouldn't be eating or drinking anything
because I said I wanna diet.
This milky tea is not even nice.
After taking Chatime, any milky tea I took doesn't seem to please me.
Seriously Chatime has the best milky tea I'd ever had.
Crazily seriously absolutely oh-my-gosh-ly creamy.

I really should have ordered something light like honey green tea.
Yoyo Cafe, you really disappoint me.
How stupid was I to think that you would have a milky tea
as nice as Chatime since you are so famous in here.

Oh gosh I miss Chatime so much.
KOI, you'd better treat me well
and gimme some quality in your milky tea.
This pearl milky tea craving of mine is not settled yet. Sadly.

Finally a decent post.

2011-05-05T19:49:00.001+08:00

Hola! This is the recent fat me.
Dark circles came out again due to the sleepless pre-exam nights.
Eyes are swollen thus got eyebags and a little double eyelids. Muahaha.
The red dot on the nose is the pimple I popped in the weekend.
And it is still here now.
Everyone notices it first when they saw me
because it is at the highest spot on my face. Zzzzz.
This one is such an attention seeker.

Course mate who is blessed with a good body
said he saw my bloated tummy.
OMG this is so embarrassing.
Started my sit-up routine again yesterday.
Please don't be fooled by my arms and legs.
I'll only get fat on the face and tummy.
Thanks to my dad for giving me the gene code of having slim arms and legs.
I heard that arms and legs are the parts
where the fats are the hardest to lose.
At least I don't have to worry about my arms much when I wear sleeveless tops.
And I kind of often show my legs
because there's nothing interesting on my upper body. Haha.

Here are some pictures in my iPod
that could usually be seen only in my Twitter.
Put them here now because I wanna make you hungry.
Ngek ngek ngek.

Nyonya fried rice in love shape! Cute or not!

Hong Kong cheese-baked pork chop rice.

McD breakfast. Somehow it became one of my usual breakfast

because it is so convenient to get.

Sushi Tei Ebi Don.

Sushi Tei. Kappa maki on the left and fried Ebi on the right.

So freaking yummy.

Some would think I am weird

because I always order Kappa maki whenever I enter a Japanese Restaurant.

Not many people knows how to enjoy eating Kappa maki.

My darling Java Chips.

Kenny Roger's Roaster's muffins.

How can you not drool when you see this?

Yay it has my name on it.

Green Tea Cream Frap.

The best companion when I was dealing with traffic jam.

New flavour I just got yesterday!

Awesomenessssss.

OK I admit I have been eating quite much lately.

Some of the pictures above are taken long time ago

but all are taken this semester.

The stress was so intense so I rewarded myself by feeding myself good food.

So, hello fat tyre tummy! T.T

I think I'll still share food pictures here

because after the last paper I am gonna celebrate with the course mates

and for sure we would go hunt for good food.

By the way this is a random word search game in my iPod

that understands me superbly well.

See, got pimple, nose, blood, and regret.

Sien.

p/s To cure the pimple I bought Oxy5 Acne Pimple Cream today
and it is so freaking effective!!!!
It scares me.
I put it on before typing this post,
and just now when I went to check it out,
the pimple has shrunken to almost half of the original size wtf!!!
MUST BLOG ABOUT IT SOON.

Honeymoon week.

2011-05-02T10:27:00.003+08:00

Hi people.
I have no papers this week
so I have plenty of time to slack and update the blog. ;)

This is how I look like now.
No makeup at all thus the uneven skin tone and tired face.
Plus the hair needs to be fixed.
Wanna get over this 2 weeks
so I can go back to Ipoh and ban leng leng.

Tried The Faceshop's facial mask
because roommate recommended it.
Instantly fell in love with it.
Sorry Skinfood.
The Faceshop products seem to work better for my skin. :(

This was the one I tried.
To soothe the inflammation of the pimple on my nose
that I popped during the weekend. LOL.
The essence was absorbed pretty fast into the skin.
Looks like my skin loves it huh.
And it worked surprisingly well.
The pimple got smaller and the redness is gone.
Pores look smaller too.
Happy max.

I am happy with my skin now
although there're still tiny impurities all over like scars and redness
and I am always ugly for a few days in a month
due to the hormone imbalance biatch. :(
Hada Labo is awesome
so I am using the whole range of the whitening series.
The effects are lovely and price is affordable too.
Gonna work harder during the break
to get more good stuff to pamper my skin and hair.
Investment!

Failed.

2011-04-30T23:56:00.000+08:00

Current Facebook status:

The start of honeymoon week! Hahaha.

Uncle sent me a PM:

When are you going for your honeymoon?

What the heck.

End of Torture-Week 1.

2011-04-30T09:32:00.001+08:00

So, the first week of exam month had ended peacefully.
Without breaking down and going nuts
but with a few sleepless nights. :(
Really, the fatigue after that is no joke can.
Super torturing can die.
Now I feel like I am having jet lag wtf.

To celebrate the end of the first week,
yesterday after the paper in the morning,
I went straight to 1B and spent the whole afternoon there.
Watch Thor and it wasn't that bad.
Not as bad as what Gac says in Twitter
'THOR is a lame movie. almost like power rangers yerrr.'
LMAO.
Gac, you made me so struggled when I was going to buy tickets lo.
I was like 'HUH THOR AH? My friend say like power rangers movie one wo!'
but friends don't care so we went for it still.
The graphic was so awesome.
And the hero's body, tsk tsk tsk, EYE CANDY wey.
Although the hammer thing was really a little lame. LOL.

Then at night watched Fast & Furious 5.
Fast 5 is not as awesome as the previous F&F.
Too little racing scenes and not as many nice cars to watch!
I was expecting racings and deafening background music
with a lot of screeching of engines and tyres,
but it kinda disappoints me.
The movie was still nice, the climax was awesome,
but they should have added more racing scenes.
It is Fast and Furious series kan.

Am going to 1B again later. For

Remember Padini used to be my favourite brand?

Haha.

These few days are so frigging hot.
Better go to a place with air-cond than sweat in the room.
Hope to get some good bargains.
I need tank tops and more short pants.

Friend got me the first McD coke cup! ♥♥♥

Tonight's my friend's birthday partay.
Wee wee wee wee so excited!

Slacking week.

2011-04-21T18:28:00.002+08:00

Hola chicos guapos out there!
Here's a tiny update
since Johnny zai complained about the deadness of the blog.
I know you miss me.
Muahahaha.

Am wondering is this study week or slacking week.
I can only read 2 chapters a day.
After 2 chapters of accounting
I would stick my eyes to the laptop
and watch like 5 episodes of TBBT in a day.
Sien.
How am I supposed to score like that?

Bought Nestle La Cremeria ice cream today
because I finished my previous Walls ice cream
and oh gosh the La Cremeria is so frigging awesome.
Bought Chocolate Hazelnut flavour.
Here's the picture I grabbed from the net:

OMG it is really really creamy
and there's a generous portion of hazelnuts in it = LOVE MAX.
Next I am gonna try the Vanilla Cashew flavour. Weee.

Going to the gym tomorrow.
Must shake some fats off the abs and thighs.

I'm sorry.

2011-04-17T21:54:00.001+08:00

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起总是让自己不开心

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起总是莫名其妙的忧伤

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起总是给自己太多的压力

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起总是忘了提醒自己好好照顾自己

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起总是不能为所欲为的做自己喜欢的事儿

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起总是和别人说对不起而忘了自己

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起因为悲观让自己不再相信生活

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起因为倔强让自己受了很多伤

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起因为伪装让自己活的很辛苦

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起因为年轻让自己疲惫了太久

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起因为悲伤麻烦了一些爱我的人

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起很久没有好好的照顾自己

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起很久没有好好的利用时间享受生活

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起很久没有给自己挑一份喜欢的礼物

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起曾经为了别人而难为自己

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起难过的时候只能让自己硬撑着

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起含泪微笑的时候我没有倾诉

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起心那么的疼还要假装着不在乎

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起让自己装了这么多年的无所谓

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起很多东西我没有学会好好珍惜

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起忘记了要搁浅

忽然很想跟自己说声对不起，

对不起再也找不回原来的自己了

Source

In the middle of something.

2011-04-17T14:27:00.004+08:00

Sorry for not updating my blog AGAIN.
I bet everyone is busy with their work now
nobody's gonna read my blog
so that makes no difference anyway. Haha.

How are you guys doing????

As I mentioned and ranted thousands of times in my previous posts,
I was damn busy throughout the semester,
seriously I didn't even have time to shit,
until recently study week has finally started.
Even though I still have assignments and reports to submit,
at least it's finally the end of all the lessons,
which means lecturers have no more chance to give us more work.
LOL.
And I kind of completed everything I need to do.
Am waiting for Monday to submit them,
then I can concentrate on preparing my finals.

The life of working non-stop is definitely a dull life.
I have no interesting stories to tell
or nice pictures to share,
but certainly, I have learnt so much so much in this semester.
Now I know that there are always hardship in whatever we do,
things do not always go like how we plan,
and that determination and patience are as important as vitamin C and carbs.
Not only that, I have learnt so so much more
I can give lectures on lessons in life now. Zzz.

I think I deserve a break after 3 months plus of hard work.
Seriously I feel so lifeless.
The only moment that perks me up everyday is lunch time
because I always go for good food with the course mates to reward ourselves.
Good food can always help us to forget all the work for a while,
and also help me to forget how little amount of money I still have in my bank account wtf.
I spent super much on food in this semester.
Am gonna survive on bread and eggs next week.
Oh no Sushi Bonanza starts tomorrow,
so I'd probably have to starve in the first week of the finals. :(
Oh maybe I can share pictures of sushi tomorrow.
Or maybe not. They are boring.
OK I'll only post sushi pictures if they are not from Sushi King.
Maybe Sushi Tei before I left? :)

Sorry I know this post is boring.
Because the author is bored.
Anyway I hope I tahan through the finals.
Really really look forward to the semester break.
Mom is already counting down the days in every phone call.
Having a lot of fun plans for the break and I freaking can't wait!

Yo quiero vacaciones!

2011-04-09T19:07:00.001+08:00

When was the last time I read a novel?

I forgot.

I want this semester to be over asap so I can have some quality ME-time.

Hectic life isn't always fun.
Robots also need time to be recharged.

Movie review.

2011-04-08T21:43:00.002+08:00

For romance lovers,
this is a must-watch.
Highly recommended.
Even guys like this movie.

But for guys, try not to bring your girlfriend for this movie
or you would face the probability of being nagged forever
because you will/can never be as romantic as Louis Koo and Daniel Wu.
Hahaha.
To be them, you have to be both handsome and rich. And smart. And romantic.
It is kind of impossible
unless you go for plastic surgery, earn more than 10,000 bucks per month
and read up the whole series of The Secret. LOL.

This song was played in the movie.

Classic.

When the song was played,

the scene was so super duper romantic I swear.

The smartest song selection for a movie.

Without this song, the movie would be as bland as plain water.

But too bad.

Watched the movie with course mates, not with fat hippo.

Wasted the romantic environment in the cinema.

LOL.

你最近还好吗?

2011-04-04T23:09:00.001+08:00

想找人一起吃饭
看看四周都是不熟悉的面孔
拿出电话打开Contacts 竟不知道该打给谁
到最后自己打包
回家让连续剧和室友跟男友的肉麻对话陪着我吃
这种感觉真烂

想你们了
以前从不愁下课后的时间该怎么过
因为我们总有吃不厌的食物
去不完的地方看不完的电影说不完的话
什么时候我们才能7个人完完整整地
一起在大树脚因为一个人说的笑话
笑得吃不下面前的laksa

最近特别想念你们
大家过得还好吗? :)

Read.

2011-03-27T10:40:00.000+08:00

" It took so long for me to get back on my own two feet and finally feel anything again.

And as everyone would tell me, time did heal.

But no one ever really listens to that phrase...time heals.

But healing doesn't make it go away, it just makes it bearable.

It's like a scar.

There's the initial wound and it hurts like hell,

almost to the point where you think you'd rather just be dead at this point,

and then slowly but surely your cut closes up and then there is the scab.

You pick at it a few times and it hurts all over again.

And eventually you have a scar,

and it fades and fades,

but it's never gone.

There's always something to remind you. "

Beautiful.

Taken from LeLove.

The worst week ever.

2011-03-25T18:23:00.002+08:00

如果不曾忙碌，怎么知道家里的床原来那么舒服。

如果不曾被批评，怎么知道被称赞时的那份喜悦。

如果不曾被爽约，怎么知道等待的滋味。

如果不曾失败过，怎么知道机会的重要。

如果不曾争吵，怎么知道自己在别人眼中的价值。

如果不曾分离，怎么知道相逢时的兴奋。

如果不曾寂寞，怎么知道谁在自己心目中占最大位置。

如果不曾缺钱，怎么知道父母在外打拼的辛苦。

如果脸上不曾生痘痘，怎么知道珍惜平时虽然毛孔超大但无痘的脸。

Pre-Nexus.

2011-03-17T18:13:00.003+08:00

Things I bought today.

This pile of shits costs me around RM200.

Believe it or not?

But I believe people who usually make-up would know,

it is actually quite reasonable.
I bought eye shadow eyeliner blush mascara
lipstick concealer eyelid sticker eyelash curler bobby pins
in one shot, for RM200 only ok!

My course mate was like

'I think you spent around rm80 today right?'

Pfffftttttt. Guys.

Got them from Watson and some from Sasa.

I left all my babies in Ipoh

because I wasn't going to attend the course night

but I somehow changed my mind for whatever reason. LOL.

I tried to get cheap ones

except for mascara and eyeliner.

MJ mascara is always the best

and I do not use any other brands' eyeliner other than Maybelline.

Course night is tomorrow.

Haven't seen any nice shoes yet.

Will continue the hunting tomorrow.

And I need a black clutch.

I think I've overspent for the event.

Haih don't care liao.

Tsunami alert.

2011-03-11T22:18:00.000+08:00

Okay. I am nothing to you now.
You might lose me just like that
but you show no feelings.
Fine.

By the way, thanks for the concern
after you people saw the tsunami alert. :)
Am feeling really warm and touched now.
My world is incomplete without you guys.
Seriously.
I do not mean to be all mushy,
but ya, you guys bring me happiness.
Truly appreciate that.
Especially Jiji who nervously texted me
even before I knew about the alert.
I love you. *smooch

Now, that's the advantage a disaster brings,
it tells you who are your real friends and who are not.